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Siwoo had lived a dry life, never even experiencing a crush. When his peers watched erotic videos, he salivated over restaurant flyers, and when someone talked about masturbation experiences, he would pick his ears.
He wondered why people did such things. No matter what others said, he felt no interest. His life had been more focused on satisfying hunger than sexual desire.
Due to his upbringing, he naturally became uncomfortable with physical contact with others, and until recently, he even avoided holding hands with Espers.
“Haa…”
Now, Siwoo was embracing Taebeom directly. Breathing heavily.
Siwoo was the one who rushed to the other first. While wiping Taebeom’s blood, his eyes changed, and he wrapped his arms around the reddened neck.
It was because Siwoo’s wavelength remembered Taebeom. The moment he sensed the precarious energy of an Esper craving guiding, his body moved first. It was like a spring-like movement.
The wavelength flowing through Taebeom’s body was terrible. It felt different from when he first guided him.
Despite not much time having passed. Taebeom’s body was now incomparably more damaged than that day.
“Ha, hnngh—”
Amidst the hot heat clinging to his body, a terrible pain came through. Even though it was just a tiny fraction of the pain Taebeom was feeling, Siwoo writhed in agony, twisting his waist. Yet, he didn’t stop guiding.
With a thud, Siwoo’s body was completely laid on the floor. Although the sound was quite loud, no impact was felt on his body. It was thanks to Taebeom supporting Siwoo’s head and waist with his hands.
They kissed deeply like that day. Taebeom’s tongue swept through Siwoo’s mouth, gathering saliva and swallowing it. Siwoo moved his tongue and tilted his head as Taebeom did.
“Uh, ungh…”
Not knowing what to do with Taebeom’s moist flesh filling his narrow mouth, he just stuck out his tongue. Just breathing was overwhelming. It felt like his head was filled with hot milk.
The blood pooled under Taebeom’s tongue transferred to Siwoo. The moment he swallowed the saliva mixed with a fishy taste, Siwoo suddenly grimaced and groaned through his throat. It was due to a dull pain hitting his head.
Startled by the sudden pain, he gasped, and Taebeom untangled their tongues.
Taebeom blinked several times to focus. He stared intently at the face below him, as if confirming who he was on top of. Then, closing his lips tightly, he supported Siwoo’s waist with his left hand and raised his upper body.
His reason was still alive.
Unlike when he first received guiding, he didn’t completely lose his mind. It was a level of control that ordinary Espers couldn’t even imitate.
“Get out.”
Taebeom let go of Siwoo’s waist and leaned back, creating distance. This was his limit. He was in a state where he couldn’t even stand up alone. Giving Siwoo a chance to escape on his own was the best he could do.
“I said get out.”
He knew that if he guided in his current state, it would strain the guide’s body. Moreover, Guide Han Siwoo had a weak constitution.
Taebeom forcibly tore his gaze away from Siwoo’s gaunt face. He ignored the heavy breathing clinging to his ears.
Siwoo just lay sprawled on the floor, looking up at Taebeom. His blank expression revealed no emotion. He looked as if he were asleep with his eyes open.
“Why…”
Suddenly, Siwoo, who had been twitching his fingertips, reached out to Taebeom’s face. Before Taebeom could avoid it, he quickly approached and abruptly pulled at his tightly closed lips. With reddening eyes.
“Why is your wavelength… like this…”
Siwoo tried to part Taebeom’s lips with his trembling fingertips. It wasn’t easy as Taebeom was resisting, with thick veins standing out on his jaw.
Finally, after pulling with both hands, his lips parted. Of course, it was because Taebeom himself had relaxed his strength.
As his lips parted, blood and small pieces of flesh that had pooled in his mouth flowed out. Taebeom was biting his tongue to hold onto his fading reason. Seeing this, more heat rushed to Siwoo’s eyes.
“If it hurts, sh… you should receive guiding.”
Swallowing a curse, Siwoo embraced Taebeom’s neck while forcefully sending out guiding.
He was still in his right mind. Siwoo had embraced Taebeom of his own will.
He had been warned about Taebeom’s guiding by the secretary beforehand. He was told that the difficulty of guiding a mental Esper wasn’t solely due to the matching rate.
[As you’ve experienced once, Guide, there might be pain.]
He was told that the worse Taebeom’s condition, the more strain it puts on the guide’s body. That’s why he heard that Taebeom only received guiding when he was in relatively good condition.
It was ridiculous. Only seeking a guide when in good condition. Shouldn’t it be the opposite?
Siwoo wiped the blood flowing from Taebeom’s mouth while pressing his body closer. He didn’t know what to do next. He wanted to do more. He didn’t dare to increase contact beyond embracing.
“Haa…”
Exhaling a breath that had risen to his throat due to his stifling feelings, he faced Taebeom directly. The focus in his black eyes was about to blur. Siwoo gently tilted his head while hugging Taebeom, who had only placed his hands on Siwoo’s waist, more tightly.
“Take it.”
A faint voice mixed with heavy breathing escaped. It was difficult to make a sound due to the excitement of guiding and the headache throbbing in his head. He wanted to shout loudly. Instead of telling him to care about Kang Geonho, he should take care of himself first. He felt like grabbing his collar and demanding why he hadn’t come for guiding earlier.
He could imagine how sad Kang Geonho would be if he saw his brother in this state. Thinking of the saddened Kang Geonho, tears finally welled up in the corners of his eyes.
What had he been doing until his body became like this? Why was he just enduring without telling anyone?
Siwoo blinked his eyes, imagining entering Taebeom’s incomprehensible mind. For now, guiding comes first.
Just take it. I’ll give it to you.
He conveyed the message with his moist eyes as he pushed out his lips. At the same time, Taebeom’s low sigh brushed past his ear and fled. It was the moment when the strength left his black eyes.
Taebeom’s right arm pulled Siwoo’s slender waist. Siwoo, startled by the close contact of their lower bodies, reflexively moved back, but Taebeom didn’t let go. It was already too late to let him go.
Taebeom spat out the blood pooled in his mouth and laid Siwoo on the floor. As their bodies pressed closer, both of their remaining reason flew away in unison. As if they had been waiting for this moment.
Siwoo sucked on Taebeom’s tongue and tilted his head, just as Taebeom had done to him. Every time their moist tongues rubbed against each other, a sensual sound echoed. The sound made their bodies heat up even more.
“Ungh.”
A large hand entered Siwoo’s guide uniform pants. Siwoo, who flinched his waist, grabbed Taebeom’s shoulders. He welcomed the kiss that caressed the inside of his mouth while hugging him more tightly. Taebeom felt the weight of Siwoo clinging to his body as he forcefully pulled down his pants.
There was a ripping sound as the fabric tore, as he had pulled them down forcefully without unbuttoning the pants. Siwoo, whose lips were captured by Taebeom, paid no attention to his underwear being pulled down along with his pants. His nerves were focused solely on Taebeom.
Every time the soft tongue swept through his mouth and pressed against sensitive spots, his thin waist jerked. The more this happened, the more guiding burst out from Siwoo’s heart.
Siwoo’s wavelength enthusiastically welcomed Taebeom’s body. It passionately embraced the broken wavelength and did its best to soothe it.
The pain that had been tormenting Siwoo’s head gradually faded. It was the same for Taebeom. It was the effect of mucosal guiding.
Siwoo fumbled with Taebeom’s waistband, gasping for breath. His instinct as a guide was desiring deeper contact. However, due to the lack of strength in his hands, he could only touch the pants zipper. He wanted to touch what was inside.
Taebeom’s black eyes, wet with heat, scanned Siwoo’s bare legs. The pure white skin was reflected in his blurred black pupils like light.
It’s a body that can’t be forgotten once seen. It seemed like it would remain for a lifetime unless forcibly erased from memory.
“Han Siwoo, Guide.”
He wetted his lips and covered the small, thin body with his own broad and firm one. Supporting his weight on one knee and arm, he used his other hand to grab and spread the white thighs.
“Hnngh, ah…!”
Taebeom entered between Siwoo’s thighs and pressed his lower body firmly. Siwoo shook his body at the pressure filling from below his perineum. His heart reacted first to the size felt through the bulging front of the pants.
“Han Siwoo.”
Taebeom repeated Siwoo’s name as he thrust his hips. He was frustrated that he couldn’t properly capture Siwoo’s face due to his blurred focus. So he kept calling his name. To engrave who he was holding right now.
“Ah, ungh… hng!”
Even with small hip movements, the light body shook greatly up and down. Taebeom held Siwoo’s upper body tightly, fixing his body in place, and thrust his hips hard. The sound of Siwoo’s moans, held by him, grew louder.
Although confused by the unfamiliar stimulation, the distinct pleasure pooling in his stomach made his toes curl. Accordingly, more guiding flowed out.
“Ah!”
Siwoo’s legs convulsed greatly as he ejaculated cloudy semen. A sticky liquid burst out like urine from his reddened small hole. Siwoo trembled for a moment, unable to even breathe.
Taebeom kissed Siwoo’s neck as he was enveloped in the sensation of orgasm. He removed the band covering the slender neck and sucked on the stained bare skin, holding it in his mouth.
A sweet scent emanated from the guide’s body. The more he smelled it, the stronger the fragrance became, making it impossible to pull away. He felt the urge to bury himself in this delicate flesh.
Taebeom buried his face in the protruding collarbone and repeatedly took deep breaths. Like someone who had just emerged from the sea, he inhaled Siwoo’s scent for a long time.
Taebeom’s nose, which had been filled with the smell of blood, was now surrounded only by Siwoo’s comforting flesh scent. The pain that had been enveloping him seemed to have all washed away like rainwater. It was a sensation that cleared his breathing.
Just from the touch of skin alone.
“W-wait…!”
Siwoo, who had been catching his breath, raised his head in surprise at the hand entering between his thighs. Taebeom started touching Siwoo’s sticky dick. It was a part that had never been touched by another person before. Siwoo fumbled with Taebeom’s arm in shock at the unfamiliar stimulation. As expected, Taebeom didn’t stop.
“Ahk, uh…”
Siwoo twisted his body and scraped the floor with his heels as the strength wrapped around his shaft and pulled it forward. His body, which had become even more sensitive after ejaculating, received the stimulation more intensely. Just as he was about to shout for him to stop, fortunately, Taebeom removed his hand first.
“It’s okay.”
Taebeom, who had leaned his upper body deeply towards Siwoo, whispered in his ear. His voice was still low and thick, but his pronunciation was slightly slurred. The mumbled pronunciation sounded like a completely different person’s voice.
“I won’t hurt you.”
The hand gathering the sticky semen moved past the perineum to an even deeper place. Siwoo, who had opened his mouth, blinked his surprised eyes and soon swallowed the approaching lips. Taebeom’s words that he wouldn’t hurt him gave a strange sense of relief. Even without knowing what he was doing.
Long fingers dug into the space between the cheeks, the only place where flesh had gathered. Siwoo, while flinching at the unfamiliar sensation, didn’t avoid Taebeom but rather clung to him tightly.
He could feel Taebeom diligently absorbing the guiding. The stabilizing wavelength of Taebeom led him to not let go of this act.
How far was he going to touch? As the long fingers reached to an embarrassing place, Siwoo’s entire body turned red. Siwoo rubbed his reddened cheeks against Taebeom’s neck and jaw while groaning. Taebeom continued to move his hand while kissing the corners of Siwoo’s moaning mouth.
Just as the soft fingertips were caressing the wrinkled area, a loud vibration sounded from Taebeom’s pants pocket.
Bzzz, bzzz—!
The urgency of the situation was determined by the intensity of the pager’s vibration. Right now, the pager was vibrating so violently that the vibration sound could be detected from afar.
Taebeom, who had reflexively separated his lips, raised his upper body. His focus was still not clear.
Siwoo placed his hand on Taebeom’s cheek, which had moved away. Taebeom, leaning his cheek against the soft palm, took out the pager from his pants pocket. The small pager screen was glowing red.
Bzzz, bzz—.
Taebeom stared at it for a moment, then broke the loudly vibrating pager in half. Just like when he had broken Siwoo’s phone in two.
