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The deliberately spilled water had soaked through to his underwear.
As the cold sensation crept into his pants, Siwoo’s shoulders hunched. He approached Taebeom on his knees, lowering his pants just enough to reveal his hipbones.
By this point, he hoped Taebeom would take the initiative, but Kang Taebeom was still Kang Taebeom. He sat rigidly, just watching Siwoo. Well, at least he hadn’t left.
“Stay still.”
Siwoo, hesitating to immediately lower his pants, placed his hands on Taebeom’s shoulders. On second thought, he realized he was about to undress too quickly. In his eagerness to calm Taebeom’s wavelength, he had almost started naked. First, he should raise the temperature with a kiss—.
“Hey, where are you going!”
Siwoo lunged to cling to Taebeom’s back as he stood up from the bed.
“Wait.”
Leaving this brief command for Siwoo, Taebeom walked to the desk. He keeps treating me like a dog. Siwoo frowned, tossing the wet blanket to the floor and pouting. His lips, parted in preparation for a kiss, felt embarrassingly exposed.
“What are you doing?”
Fiddling with his damp pants, Siwoo’s eyes widened. Taebeom was taking out a medicine bottle from the desk drawer. He chewed and swallowed three or four large pills without water.
“Are you taking that because you’re in pain?”
Then just receive guiding already. Seeing him reach for medicine while a perfectly capable guide was right there made Siwoo feel even more frustrated.
“It’s a sedative.”
At this answer, Siwoo looked even more confused. Taebeom didn’t appear excited at all, even at a glance. If anything, he was so excessively calm it was maddening.
“No, why would you…”
Siwoo’s lips moved silently, about to question him. He forgot what he was going to say when Taebeom suddenly touched his forehead upon returning to the bed.
Taebeom checked Siwoo’s temperature by touching his forehead and neck with his large palm. With his right hand, not his left.
“How much guiding training did you do today?”
Despite the skin-to-skin contact, his body didn’t heat up. He only felt a slight tickle in his stomach. Was this the effect of the sedative Taebeom had taken?
“…I only did physical training. I left in the middle of it.”
It was supposed to be the final training, but he had left midway, with only the practical part remaining. It probably wouldn’t be a problem since he had completed the other processes sufficiently well. The atmosphere was such that they’d likely pass him even if he just sat there doing nothing.
However, Taebeom’s lowered gaze seemed reproachful, so Siwoo slightly turned his head away.
“Tell me now if you think it’ll be too hard.”
Taebeom leaned forward, closing the distance. Siwoo’s face, which had turned away, naturally faced Taebeom again. Their prominent noses almost touched, and their lips were about to meet.
“I don’t want to hurt you.”
For a moment, Siwoo’s eyes widened in surprise. It was such an honest statement that he wondered if this was really Kang Taebeom in front of him.
Kang Taebeom is openly worrying about me. This fact stirred something peculiar inside Siwoo.
“…”
Instead of answering, Siwoo lifted his chin and pressed his lips against Taebeom’s. As he took Taebeom’s thin upper lip into his mouth, Taebeom’s hands gripped the bed sheets.
The cot creaked under the weight of his heavy body.
As Taebeom’s upper body leaned back, Siwoo wrapped his arms around his neck. Each time the tongue gently probing his mouth pressed against his mucous membrane, a thick guiding flowed out.
“Ha, uh…”
A stinging pain arose where he touched Taebeom. The sensation, like being pricked by needles, startled him and made his body stiffen. Nevertheless, he held Taebeom’s nape even tighter, preventing him from pushing away.
Pain meant that the esper’s condition was that much more critical. Recalling what he had learned in guiding training, Siwoo relaxed his force as if soothing Taebeom’s wavelength. In turn, Taebeom carefully wrapped his arms around Siwoo’s waist, stroking his lean back.
This was completely different from their previous guiding sessions. He maintained his rationality even while receiving mucosal guiding. Although his eyes trembled slightly as if about to lose focus, he remained in a controllable state.
Siwoo could tell by looking into his eyes. Moreover, even the kiss was excessively gentle.
The sensation of the moist flesh slowly exploring his mouth felt unfamiliar. Siwoo, who had always kissed hurriedly and breathlessly, found this unhurried kiss novel.
So it can be done like this too. As he slightly opened his eyes that had closed involuntarily, his gaze interlocked with dark eyes.
Taebeom was watching Siwoo. Without blinking, he took in the white face, gathering and swallowing saliva.
Siwoo could feel Taebeom’s thick Adam’s apple bobbing even without seeing it. He met Taebeom’s gaze head-on, not avoiding the intense stare that seemed to bore into him. The longer their unbreaking gazes held, like a staring contest, the more his stomach tingled.
“Ha…”
Below his lower abdomen, even unspeakable places began to twitch strangely. It must be because he was in contact with a high-matching esper. Thinking this, Siwoo cast aside his embarrassment and fumbled with Taebeom’s belt.
“Take off, your clothes.”
As he murmured with their wet lips still pressed together, the dark eyes fixed on Siwoo’s face moved downward.
Taebeom quietly stared at the pale hand searching for his pants buckle. The hand, clumsy but emboldened, reached without hesitation for the heavy front of his pants. Judging by how he jerked back his hand in alarm, it seems the touch was unintentional.
“Hu-hurry and take them off.”
Siwoo pressed firmly against Taebeom’s solid chest, clearing his throat and swallowing. Thanks to the medicine Taebeom had taken, they were both maintaining their sanity, but that didn’t mean they weren’t excited.
Siwoo’s underwear had become as uncomfortable as Taebeom’s. Embarrassingly, a viscous fluid was already leaking, unable to hide his excitement. Fortunately, it wasn’t noticeable thanks to being wet with water.
With a creak, Taebeom shifted his heavy body and began unbuttoning his shirt one by one. He embraced Siwoo, whose legs were hanging off the bed, laid him down straight, and then removed his top. Naturally, his pants and underwear quickly followed, ending up on the floor beneath the bed.
“Keep this on.”
Taebeom put his own shirt on Siwoo, who was parting his lips in anticipation of a kiss.
We’re going to sweat soon anyway. Siwoo was about to refuse the shirt but felt the cool air in the tent and obediently closed his mouth. He rested his nose tip against Taebeom’s cheek.
“Haa…”
The gradually dizzying feeling made his breathing rapid. Just having his naked body exposed to Taebeom was enough to make him erect with excitement. It felt as if he was being touched by his gaze. Taebeom’s quiet gaze moved from Siwoo’s heaving chest, across his lean stomach, to more intimate areas.
Click, the sound of the belt unbuckling and pants opening made Siwoo’s shoulders twitch. Perhaps because Taebeom was inherently quiet, even small sounds seemed louder when with him.
Taebeom rested his head on Siwoo’s trembling shoulder, pressing their cheeks together. It was a common skinship, but when he did it, it felt peculiar. Was his rationality starting to blur?
Curious, Siwoo’s eyes rolled, and his Adam’s apple bobbed prominently.
Sharp, pitch-black eyes were looking at him. The effect of the medicine seemed remarkable. Taebeom was touching Siwoo with a clear mind while enveloped in guiding.
“Ungh…”
Now both naked, Taebeom embraced Siwoo, their bodies overlapping. As his hardened dick touched Taebeom’s, the muscles in Siwoo’s thighs tensed. Taebeom kissed the tense Siwoo, stoking his excitement.
The tongue that entered deep into his mouth caressed and pressed against pleasurable spots as if soothing Siwoo. With half-lidded eyes, Siwoo looked back at Taebeom while feeling his firm muscles. He couldn’t help but admire the body that seemed like a finely carved sculpture.
“Release the guiding slowly.”
Taebeom cautioned. Siwoo’s excited energy was gushing out excessively.
“Slowly.”
Despite saying this, his wavelength was eagerly absorbing the guiding as if sucking out sweet juice. It was an esper’s instinct. As his heartbeat quickened in response to the guiding, his hands caressing Siwoo’s delicate body became more persistent.
Siwoo, who had been lowering his energy at Taebeom’s words, suddenly squeezed his eyes shut.
“Ah…!”
Taebeom began applying pressure, pressing their dicks firmly together. Each time he thrust his hips, Siwoo’s head tilted back.
“Sl-slowly… Ah, ungh!”
Even though Taebeom had only moved his hips a few times, the feeling of climax was already building. Siwoo grabbed Taebeom’s forearms, trying to escape upwards. Soon, he hit his head against the wall with a ‘thud!’ Unlike the wide bed in the dormitory, this cot didn’t have a soft headboard. Overlooking this, Siwoo got a bump on his head.
“Are you okay?”
A large hand immediately came to cradle Siwoo’s crown. Taebeom pulled Siwoo down and overlapped their bodies again. Even though it wasn’t a serious injury, he rubbed Siwoo’s scalp while checking his expression.
It was an unexpectedly gentle touch. The medicine’s effect seemed to be wearing off, as his stern expression was also softening.
Maybe that’s why. Siwoo felt Taebeom was being more affectionate.
“Want to stop?”
“I want to do it…”
Now I know this is his true self. The cold and intimidating demeanor he usually shows is fake. Kang Taebeom had been living every moment pretending, like the youngest member.
What kind of feelings, what kind of life was he living through?
Taebeom, looking at the narrow bed, changed positions again while holding Siwoo. The cot, prepared for quick naps, was a bit cramped even for one esper to lie on.
He sat with his back against the wall and seated Siwoo on his thighs. He touched Siwoo’s already heated body while looking down at his white crown.
Meanwhile, Siwoo, sitting on top of Taebeom with his legs spread wide, had his head bowed low. He was so quiet that even his breathing couldn’t be heard.
Taebeom looked at Siwoo for a moment, then wrapped his arm around his still-slender waist while caressing his tailbone. As he embraced him, the white face rested its forehead against his shoulder. At this, the dark eyes fixed on Siwoo grew even deeper.
“Why are you crying again?”
The sound of suppressed sobs penetrated Taebeom’s muffled ear. It seemed the tears had increased without him noticing.
“Just, qu-quickly… put it in.”
Getting used to sex too.