Chapter 63
“Yes, like that… mmm… hah.”
He moved slowly but without missing any definite points.
The feeling of the clearly protruding rim of the glans scraping against the cock as it pulled back was vividly thrilling. A considerable amount of pre-cum from who knows whom made the friction even more intense.
“Huh-huh, hah… hoo…”
Jiin suppressed his breathing while continuing to make eye contact with him. Lying on top of Jiin’s body, he was breathing heavily through his nose with his molars clenched tight. Because of this, his thick shoulders heaved, making it feel like being mounted by a male buffalo.
All the muscles adorning his body seemed to expand to their maximum and about to explode.
I wish he would completely press me down with this body. More, uncontrollable, crossing-the-line desires poured onto my body.
As excitement began to heat his head, the twisted desires inevitably raised their heads. Jiin closed his eyes and shook his head.
He who had been just looking even when he came close kissed Jiin’s closed eyelids. Jiin pressed his lips against his lower jaw and chewed on the skin. Taking that as a signal, they began frantically showering kisses all over each other’s faces as if competing. Then, without anyone being first, their tongues became entangled.
“Mmm. Mm…”
He spread his thighs wide and pressed his bottom closer. Their groins were pressed together without an inch of gap. His movements of pulling his waist back and then thrusting deep inside gradually gained speed.
His body was slowly erasing thought and following instinct. This could be guessed from the movement of his tongue exploring inside the mouth as if blocking breath.
He now broke away from the horizontal movement of pushing and pulling back and forth, quickly shaking his waist as if striking up at Jiin’s crotch. Each time his powerful pelvis thrust deep under the buttocks, it felt like the inside and outside of his body were all resonating.
The slapping of flesh against flesh in the lower body, the slippery friction of cock, the uneven gasping moans. It was already like sex.
Squeak, creak. Creak. The springs of the old mattress let out sharp moans. Even that sounded like someone’s suppressed cries. Jiin pressed his crossed ankles against his lower back. He could feel the thick waist that curved in above the dizzily raised buttocks writhing flexibly.
“Hah, mm. Hah… mm.”
The sensation just before climax raced through his blood vessels to his fingertips, toes, and tip of his cock. It was the first time he’d been consumed by this level of excitement before ejaculation. It felt like sticky desire was creaking and seeping through the heavy lid he’d believed was safely sealed.
Jiin released the hand that had been holding their cocks together. With that hand, he tightly embraced his back. He was unconsciously squeezing his waist hard with both legs. He lifted his own waist to increase friction and pressure. His chest felt like it would burst. He mindlessly bit the ear visible in front of him between his lips and chewed.
“More… shake me more. Dick, rub harder… hng!”
He wanted to spout crude words and hear them from him. He couldn’t be satisfied with gentle, mild sex.
Though he’d said he didn’t want his daily life threatened and had meetings with quiet people… that was a lie. It was self-deception. It became clear at this moment.
“Press tight. Your thing… I want to rub more against yours… hah, ah!”
“Ugh.”
Breathing through his teeth, he completely pressed his chest against Jiin’s chest. At the sensation like a heavy sack pressing down, Jiin scratched and grabbed his back while lifting his chin. He was short of breath.
“Keep shaking like that… hng, hah!”
His arm dug under the back and hooked onto Jiin’s shoulder. He firmly fixed it so Jiin’s body couldn’t be pushed upward no matter how much he thrust his waist. From the crotch to the lower abdomen and chest. In a completely pressed state, he quickly jerked his waist. The cock was almost painfully rubbed against the hard lower abdomen with distinct curves.
Heavy, stuffy, like he’d be buried in the mattress… and insanely good. This kind of pleasure was a first.
Not just the mattress, but even the metal bed frame was joining in shaking the old wooden floor. He didn’t care if anyone heard.
“Mmm, mm! Mph! Hah…!”
Just as his tongue filled his mouth, he reached ejaculation. He wasn’t there yet. His tireless thrusting waist continued to drive Jiin on.
“Mm! Mmmm!”
The stimulation from friction right after ejaculation was unbearable. He shook his head to spit out the tongue and tried to tear away his shoulder, but no resistance worked against him who was driven to the brink of ejaculation.
The tongue pulsing in his mouth alternately stabbed his tongue and palate. It was a kiss like violating his mouth. The moment his breath finally cleared as the tongue slipped out, another warm liquid sprayed between their lower abdomens.
But even right after ejaculation, he showed no signs of calming down at all. Rather, it felt like this was just the beginning. He showered kisses on the jawline and neck, bit the collarbone and went down to take the nipple in his mouth.
“Hng! Ah…”
The still-twitching cock from the afterglow of ejaculation was pressed against his chest. Jiin turned his waist and rubbed his cock against his chest. Even his head tingled.
The nipple soaked in saliva felt more swollen than usual. He pointed his tongue sharply and pressed the center of the nipple firmly. From bottom to top, he carefully licked up the protruding areola several times. With his hands, he stroked Jiin’s two arms spread on the sheet.
When he lowered his chin, he could see the handsome face with upper lip pursed, concentrating on the nipple. He wanted to embrace his head from the tickling sensation, but he didn’t have enough strength to shake off the hands pressing his arms.
“Mmm, hah… hah.”
While he rubbed the sheet with his toes and heels, he moved further down. The nipple was freed, but his entire body was already in a sensitive state.
He kissed the stomach glistening with tangled semen and rubbed his lips over the glossy smooth pubic hair. Licking with his tongue the bodily fluids that wetted the not-yet-completely-withered cock, he slid down, further down.
“Mmm…”
He could tell where his destination was without asking.
Jiin didn’t control him. Rather, he watched him in the rising excitement again. His waist kept floating up with lewd anticipation.
In the soft darkness, the wet tongue glistened. It rubbed horizontally near the base of the cock.
“Ah. Mm. Hah…”
Jiin also slowly swayed his waist horizontally to match the tongue’s movement. His waist kept jerking. He looked up to carefully observe Jiin’s face, his reaction.
Looking down at the eyes bloodshot from suppressing excitement too much, Jiin reached between his legs.
“Being there makes you look even more handsome.”
It was a joke he barely managed to make hoping he’d relax a bit, but he didn’t laugh at all as if he’d heard a foreign language he couldn’t understand.
Unable to help it, Jiin laughed weakly by himself and stroked his sweat-soaked hair.
“Now, that’s enough… so… oil…”
At Jiin’s command that fell from his lips, he sat up in the darkness. He raised one arm to roughly wipe the sweat from his face, then found the oil and opened the cap.
He thought he’d pour oil directly on the groin. But he wetted his fingers and felt deep in Jiin’s lower body. Like someone who didn’t trust himself, worried he might make a mistake and hurt Jiin. He kept looking down.
“……”
Jiin hooked his arms behind his thighs that had been raised and pulled his legs up himself. He flipped his lower body so his knees almost touched his shoulders. In the lewd position that emphasized and exposed his buttocks, cock, and most intimate parts of his body, he stopped moving. His wide-open eyes blinked slowly, unable to take his gaze off the fully exposed genital area.
He’d never shown this appearance to anyone before. But in front of this man who restrained himself for his sake even while rigidly erect, it seemed okay.
For him who had been so angry for his sake.
Moreover, Jiin’s instincts were finding subtle pleasure in this shameful position. It was just that reason, not yet completely liberated, was interfering, but in truth he wanted to do even more than this.
“Hurry…”
At Jiin’s sigh-like voice, he positioned himself again. Slippery fingers circularly felt around the hole clearly visible. Then he slowly attempted entry while firmly pressing one side downward as if pulling it down.
“Mm…”
The finger pushing into the tightly closed narrow gap was careful. Perhaps because he’d just ejaculated, the relaxed body accepted him with less resistance than expected. Each time he increased the number of fingers, he generously poured plenty of brown oil.
When three fingers were swallowed, each time he pressed down vertically inside, oil backflowed and leaked out from inside the hole with squelching sounds.
The faster the insertion became, the more strength drained from Jiin’s waist. The arms holding his thighs kept slipping. Noticing this, he pushed up Jiin’s right thigh with his left hand. Then he hooked Jiin’s left leg over his shoulder.
The hole spread open swallowing fingers, the cock that had become rigid again from the pleasure of sensitive areas being rubbed. And even the movement of fingers going in and out inside. Everything was being exposed to him.
His whole body tingled, his spine shivered. His head became liquid and mushy. He couldn’t properly recognize anything. The muscles of his buttocks twitched on their own. Irregularly repeating contraction and relaxation, squeezing the fingers inside.
Stimulated by Jiin’s reaction, he curved his fingers as if digging out something inside and scraped the inner walls. It was a movement using not just his wrist but the strength of his entire arm to strike down inside.
The tingling ticklish sensation, different from the ejaculatory feeling in front, an impatient sensation resembling the urge to urinate, made Jiin’s entire body shiver.
“No, don’t… hng! Mmng!”
It seemed like Jiin’s voice couldn’t reach him.
Jiin bit his lower lip hard. But that sensation immediately made his body convulse once more.
Waving his arms toward him who was out of reach, he wildly struck his motionless shoulder with his calf.
“Hah, hah! Stop, st-stop… I said no! I don’t like… hah, hah!”
The fingers that had been stirring as if splitting his body in two suddenly slipped out like a lie. That was another new sensation. More vividly than the sensation of being filled as they entered, it made him recognize where he had been inside until just before.
“……”
He carefully placed Jiin’s lower body down on the sheet. Then, breathing heavily without calming down, he hesitantly backed away.
Frightened eyes looked down at Jiin who was completely limp. Swallowing dry saliva, he raised his arm and carelessly wiped the sweat beaded on his face.
Jiin couldn’t assess the situation for a moment. Why suddenly…?
His greatly swollen, pulsing chest, the muscles wrapped around his abdomen like scales or armor were all soaked in sweat and glistening. The strong body was filled to the brim with strength that hadn’t been fully released.
“Ah…”
Jiin thought he finally understood the reason for this sudden lull. He barely pulled himself together and sat up. The below that had been intensely caressed until just now tingled, making it difficult to support his body.
He reached out as if to help Jiin up, but thinking he’d be rejected, he soon withdrew his hand.
Because I said no… thinking that was real…
“I’m sorry… I’m strange… acting on my own…”
Kneeling with his head deeply bowed, he continued rubbing his face roughly. Between his slightly spread thighs, his cock was still erect.
Jiin sat with his knees up to roughly cover between his legs, swept back his completely disheveled hair and carefully asked.
“What you said was strange earlier… did you mean that?”
He nodded. Then he shook his head strongly. The latter was an act of self-denial.
I’m sorry… a barely audible small voice repeatedly muttered. Jiin felt he understood better than anyone the self-loathing he must be feeling.
“I don’t know how this will sound… but, I liked it.”