#88
Yellow sunlight caressed Yeoul’s eyes. Following that light, Yeoul gently lifted his eyelids. The brightened hospital room came into view.
“Haa…”
Yeoul, who let out a wet sigh, struggled to sit up. Pushing through the haziness, he frantically looked to the side. He wondered if Eun Sajun might be there. He wasn’t visible.
“Ha… Thank goodness.”
Relieved, Yeoul held his head in both hands. That day, after being dragged from the hospital rooftop, he was held by Eun Sajun again. He had to forcibly spread his legs and accept his member penetrating his body relentlessly. Because of that, he had to intensely feel his scent, bodily fluids, and the sensation of skin touching and brushing against him.
He lost consciousness intermittently and had moments when he woke up. Each time, he was one with Eun Sajun.
“Haa… I really hate this.”
Even he found those moments of being held by Eun Sajun pathetic. In frustration, he even gripped the sheets.
When he suddenly looked up, he could see green buds gradually appearing on the tree branches visible through the curtains. Even in those mountains where he witnessed Yeojin’s end, the tree branches had been bare. It seemed quite some time had passed with the sun rising and night falling repeatedly while he was one with Eun Sajun.
“What day is it today?”
Bewildered, Yeoul looked at the digital clock on the wall to assess the situation. Current time: 7:13 AM. And he could also see the date displayed below the time. It was heading toward mid-March. A week had passed since Yeojin’s death.
“Gasp… What… Has that much time already passed? That’s impossible…”
It had been a chaotic time when he was barely conscious. Of course, most of it was spent being held by Eun Sajun, but he expected only about 2-3 days had passed at most, yet this much time had gone by… It was shocking.
“My goodness…”
Yeoul hurriedly sat up. At the same time, he felt wet fluid flowing down between his legs.
“Wh-what is this?”
Moaning, Yeoul pressed down on his abdomen. The sloshing sensation felt chillingly unpleasant.
At the same time, he recalled the intense acts he had endured from him. He also realized that his belly was full of Eun Sajun’s semen. His whole body was also damp and sticky. The explicit scent of flesh brushed his nose.
Every time Eun Sajun finished the act, he would wash him, but today he must have received some urgent contact and left his post.
“Haa…”
The moments of being helplessly held came back more and more vividly. His heart felt like it would burst as if piercing his lungs. No matter how much it was due to Omega instincts, he couldn’t keep spreading his legs forever. He didn’t know what would happen if he stayed like this.
Feeling intense anxiety, Yeoul felt compelled to escape from here. He hurriedly got out of bed. But since he couldn’t go out completely naked, he opened the door to the dressing room to find clothes. As always, it was a spacious and luxurious space. But.
“Ha… My goodness.”
There were no outdoor clothes, not even hospital gowns. There was at least a robe, so he put that on. He immediately left the dressing room and opened the door.
“Hello, baby-nim. Do you have business this early in the morning?”
The guards stood like poles. At the same time, he realized that escape itself had become futile.
“No, no…”
Flustered, Yeoul closed the door again for now. Eventually, it seemed Eun Sajun intended to confine him perfectly. But now that he wasn’t here was a good opportunity to escape, and he didn’t want to let it pass. Then Yeoul saw the table positioned in the middle of the hospital room. More precisely, it was a glass vase with flowers.
A murderous look appeared in Yeoul’s eyes. Couldn’t he dump out the water inside and strike the guard’s head? Also, if the glass bottle broke, it would create fragments. That could be an even better weapon than a knife. Like someone possessed by will-o’-the-wisps, Yeoul picked up the vase. Just as he was about to walk to the pantry to dump out the water, the door opened.
“Oh? You’re awake.”
Eun Sajun entered. Wearing a pure white shirt and pants, he looked almost like an angel. Amidst resentment, at his shining beauty, Yeoul felt his resentment toward him burning like fire.
Eun Sajun also seemed to sense something unusual about Yeoul’s appearance and furrowed his brow. Then he looked Yeoul up and down from head to toe. Ice seemed to settle in his blue eyes.
“Were you trying to run away again?”
“……”
Yeoul swallowed his silence and looked up at Eun Sajun. Soon Eun Sajun gently approached and softly stroked Yeoul’s head.
“You haven’t even bathed yet, where were you trying to go? It’s cold and dangerous outside.”
“The dangerous one is you.”
Yeoul’s voice became sharp. And he strongly brushed off Eun Sajun’s hand that was stroking his head. At the same time, bewilderment appeared on Eun Sajun’s face. That was brief – despite Yeoul’s rejection, he approached and embraced him tightly.
“Right. That would be so.”
His appearance of readily acknowledging Yeoul was very gentle. Because of that, Yeoul felt deep confusion coming over him again.
“But the one who loves you more than anyone is me.”
Love? It was as fishy as facing muddy water. Once more, the image of Yeojin collapsed and covered in blood flickered before his eyes. It seemed like this world was stained with blood. Yeoul felt nauseous and pushed Eun Sajun’s chest mercilessly.
“If that’s what you call love… I don’t want to receive it.”
Yeoul gripped the vase he had picked up earlier tightly. At the same time, Eun Sajun’s expression also became murky, as if he sensed something unusual about Yeoul’s hand movements.
“Give me the vase. It’s dangerous if you drop it.”
Having anticipated Yeoul’s action, he reached out his hand. But Yeoul avoided it, and his resentment toward him became even more sharply edged.
“You can’t get hurt.”
At his appearance of trying to protect him, Yeoul recalled Yeojin’s final moments. He mustn’t get hurt, but was it okay for Yeojin to suffer such a fate? Or was he saying this because of his blood clot in his belly? It was confusing in various ways.
“Baby. Are you crying?”
Only then did Yeoul realize he had been crying without knowing it. Eun Sajun became even more at a loss and carefully approached. But Yeoul stepped back.
“Is it because of Geum Yeojin?”
Though gentle to Yeoul, his voice was full of coldness when mentioning Geum Yeojin’s name. That became the trigger – tears flowed down Yeoul’s cheeks.
“Haa, haa… Wh-what did you do with Yeojin?”
He wanted to see Yeojin’s body one last time.
“I took care of it myself.”
At Eun Sajun’s calm answer, Yeoul’s anger flared up like fire. Soon he mercilessly threw the vase he was holding to the floor.
Crash.
At the same time, the sound of the vase breaking rang loudly through the hospital room.
“Took care of it?”
Yeoul’s voice trembled, riddled with anger. Then he picked up a piece that had fallen to the floor and swung it toward Eun Sajun. Eun Sajun didn’t dodge. Because of that, the glass fragment drew a straight line across his cheek.
Red drops of blood slightly flowed over his white skin. But his expression was calm, as if he felt no pain at all.
Unlike Eun Sajun, who was frozen as if emotions didn’t exist, tears that had been flowing down Yeoul’s cheeks were now flowing like rain.
“If you loved me, you shouldn’t have made Yeojin like that.”
“……”
“Making it so we can never meet again, and then what?”
Yeoul burned black inside, beyond just catching fire.
“You die too.”
Soon the glass fragment Yeoul was holding was aimed at Eun Sajun’s neck. And he pressed the blade against it as if he would slice it right away. The sensation of the glass blade entering Eun Sajun’s neck was vivid. It must hurt, it must be painful, but Eun Sajun’s expression showed no change this time either.
Until now, this was an opportunity to freely display the violence he had suppressed due to his disorder. But… still, couldn’t Yeoul kill someone? Due to distant fear, all strength drained from his hand.
At that moment, Eun Sajun snatched the glass fragment that Yeoul was holding clumsily and threw it to the floor. At the same time, he wrapped his arms around Yeoul’s back and began showering him with kisses.
At his bewildering mouth movements, Yeoul tried to escape by turning his head, but he held onto his back and wouldn’t let go. Sweet pheromones began pouring out from Eun Sajun as he frantically sucked and sucked on Yeoul’s tongue.
His mind became hazy and strength left his body. At the same time, Eun Sajun began sucking on Yeoul’s earlobe and repeatedly kissing his cheek while whispering.
“Baby just needs to receive my love.”
“I don’t want to…”
Yeoul tried to escape from Eun Sajun’s embrace. Then Eun Sajun held Yeoul so tightly that blood vessels showed on the back of his hands. It was like a beast enveloping a small animal.
“I love you. Really.”
“Shut up.”
Yeoul raised his nails and stabbed Eun Sajun’s back. But Eun Sajun didn’t budge like a solid stone. Gradually, Yeoul felt heat rising again and intense dizziness came over him. At the same time, his vision became dark.
And Eun Sajun held this Yeoul tightly. As if embracing something precious and dear.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
