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“When Cedric came with you saying he wanted to marry you, I was honestly surprised. He wasn’t a child who easily talked about what he wanted in front of us.”
“……”
“I know very well that I’m the one who made Cedric like that. I did terrible things to him when he was young.”
I listened attentively to the Grand Duke’s story. He continued speaking in a calm voice, as if confessing to me.
“Of course, I don’t think I can be forgiven. I don’t intend to make excuses either. I committed wrongs, and that child has the right not to forgive me.”
“……”
“So I have no choice but to ask you.”
Soon his quiet gaze fixed on me.
“Please take good care of my son from now on, Edgar. Please love that child as much as my wife and I should have, and I hope both of you will be happy.”
I wondered what words I should respond with. I hadn’t expected him to regret what he had done in the past.
Since I had heard about those events directly from Cedric, I felt even more conflicted. Perhaps this father and son needed to have a conversation.
“Thank you for giving your permission and even offering kind words. But I think you should say those words directly to Cedy too. About hoping he’ll be happy.”
“……”
“…Are you scared?”
He seemed afraid to have a conversation with Cedric. Honestly, I wasn’t sure if I should say something like this, but after hesitating, I just blurted it out.
The Grand Duke of Soliwen looked at me quietly, then readily nodded.
“I suppose so. You’re right.”
Then, as if he had made up his mind, he continued.
“Yes. I’ll arrange to have a private meeting with him sometime soon.”
I silently cheered for his resolution. In the end, whether to forgive or not was Cedric’s decision to make, but still… since the parent-child relationship couldn’t be severed so easily, it would be good for them to talk.
Soon the Grand Duke of Soliwen called the two people waiting outside the reception room back in. I only explained to Cedric that I had received the Grand Duke’s permission for our relationship.
Though the Grand Duke of Soliwen had said he would try talking with Cedric, he didn’t seem to have any immediate plans to do so and brought up other topics. I left the mansion only after having dinner with them.
Cedric, who had been looking at the Grand Duke of Soliwen with suspicious eyes the whole time, quickly asked me once we were alone.
“What did that person say to you?”
“Oh, it wasn’t anything special. As I said before, I just got permission for our marriage.”
“Really, that’s all? But why did he unnecessarily create a separate meeting to talk about it?”
“Your father seems to be a bit shy.”
I answered half-jokingly, half-seriously, but Cedric just snorted as if he’d heard complete nonsense.
Then, as if remembering something, he pulled out a medicine bottle from his pocket and pressed it into my hand.
“Eddie, listen carefully. Right after manifesting, your first heat cycle comes. So it’ll probably be soon. This is a heat suppressant, and you take one pill when symptoms appear.”
“Ah, you prepared this for me. Thank you.”
“And if you’re fine after taking it, that’s good, but… the first rut or heat can come on pretty strong. So I was wondering… if you’re scared, would you like to spend it with me?”
Instead of answering, I looked at Cedric. Cedric stared back at me, then quickly took back his words.
“No, let’s spend it together. Then you won’t need to take the medicine.”
“…You just want to spend my heat with me, don’t you.”
“That’s right. Actually, I want to have your first heat.”
Really.
“Alright. I’ll send someone right away when signs appear.”
I answered, pretending not to notice my burning cheeks. Actually, I was a little scared since I had no idea what it would feel like when a heat cycle hit. But I thought it would be okay if I was with Cedric.
Cedric smiled softly and left a kiss on my forehead. I enjoyed that warmth for a moment, staying in his embrace before we parted.
Some time later, I also told Riette this news, and she was overjoyed as if it were her own affair. A week later… symptoms that seemed to be a heat cycle began to appear.
Right after I felt the signs, I sent someone to Cedric’s mansion. After he arrived, we headed to the villa together, with me carrying the medicine just in case.
Apart from poor pheromone control and running a slight fever, I felt the same as usual. While Cedric briefly stepped away, I was lying alone in the bedroom resting.
‘It’s too hot.’
I suddenly lost concentration while reading and wiped my forehead. My body had become much hotter than before and was now even breaking out in cold sweat.
Cedric would be on the first floor by now. He went to tell the head chef what kind of dishes he wanted prepared for dinner tonight.
‘…Should I wash up?’
Maybe washing with cool water would help. With that thought, I closed my book and was getting up from the bed.
“Ugh.”
My legs gave out without me realizing it.
I staggered and collapsed onto the floor beside the bed. No matter how much I tried to put strength in my legs, I couldn’t stand up.
“Haah…”
My head was dizzy. A strange, hot sensation surged up and seemed to dominate my entire body. Whew, I tried to steady my rough breathing and rubbed my face once.
Suddenly Cedric’s face came to mind. The desire to see him surged strongly.
At the same time, my lower body grew hot, and the inside of my hole began to itch. The heat cycle reaction had definitely begun in earnest.
‘Cedy… when is he coming back?’
I panted shallowly and leaned against the bed. My completely uncontrolled pheromones spread thickly enough to fill the room.
The waiting time felt particularly long, so after briefly considering, I followed my instincts and brought my hand down below.
Since we had decided to spend the heat together without taking suppressants, I thought I’d try to relieve myself a little through masturbation.
“Huu-euk… heu.”
My sensitized body strongly received stimulation from even the slightest touch. I trembled and moved my hand inside my pants. My vision blurred with moisture and my breathing became humid.
But unlike my burning body, my sexual desire wasn’t easily satisfied. It seemed like I would climax soon but couldn’t.
‘Heu, it’s not enough….’
Something was lacking. The desire for stronger stimulation to shake me dominated my mind. For some reason I felt miserable and was sniffling with tears when I sensed someone quickly approaching from the corridor.
Cedric’s pheromones reacted to mine and rushed in, making me reflexively lift my head. Cedric entered, catching his rough breath as if he had run here urgently.
“Eddie! Are you okay?”
Even though we’d only been apart briefly, I couldn’t be happier to see that face. Feeling miserable again, I whimpered.
“I… it’s itchy inside….”
“Is it? Should I touch it for you?”
“Yes. Here… here too.”
When Cedric approached and knelt in front of me to meet my eye level, I lifted my waist and just took off my pants. Cedric’s Adam’s apple bobbed once as he stared at my crotch, swollen with arousal.
While I carelessly threw off the clothes that felt cumbersome, he planted bird-like kisses on my forehead, bridge of my nose, and lips.
“Can I suck it?”
“Yes. Yes, please suck it.”
I wrapped my arms around his neck and held him. Since my body was becoming something not my own, which was frightening, I wanted Cedric to do anything to me right now.
“You’re whining. How cute.”
“Hurry…”
“Mm-hmm, I know.”
Soon Cedric supported his arms under my waist and knees and lifted me up. He laid me on the bed and smiled with a flushed face.
“Stick out your tongue.”
At Cedric’s words, I obediently opened my mouth and poked out my tongue. He bit that tongue with his lips and sucked it, then soon pushed his own tongue in to mix them inside my mouth.
I desperately clung to him, savoring the sensation of our flesh rubbing together, when I felt Cedric’s large, long hands with their hot warmth dig between my thighs.
“Uum, mm…”
When he gently grasped my stiff shaft and began stroking it, my waist trembled without me realizing it. Cedric released my lips and went down along my neckline, then licked my collarbone with his tongue.
All those acts felt dozens of times more stimulating than usual.
“Heu-eut, heuu. Cedy…”
“You don’t need to beg, I’ll suck every inch of you.”
Cedric lay flat like a crawling beast and smiled soundlessly above my body, then went down and grasped the base of my cock that had risen to my navel. Then he swallowed the cock that was stretching out transparent fluid.
When the moist, soft mucous membrane of his mouth clung tightly, I felt like my vision was flashing white.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
