The Original Work Got Ruined After I Quit Being the Sub Male 94

“Ah, hnn, ngh! Cedy, ah…!”

I gripped Cedric’s shoulders and panted roughly. Sweat flowed from the sultry heat.

When he thrust up long, the sensation of the lengthy flesh pillar spreading and scraping the mucous membrane was vivid, making my mind dizzy.

“Eddie… hh, good. I love it.”

Cedric breathed out hotly at a similar temperature to me while pressing his lips to my skin. Unlike his tender whispers, his lower body was fierce, giving no respite at all.

“Ha, hh, hngh!”

I floundered in dizzying pleasure while trapped in Cedric’s embrace. When the cock that had been pounding my rectal inner walls scraped the curved entrance and pressed up deep again, my vision flashed repeatedly.

“Deep, hh, mmng!”

“Ah, inside, hnn. The flesh clings so tenderly, it feels incredibly good…”

His eyes, thickly imbued with lewd excitement, drooped halfway, and he licked and sucked me with that gaze. When our eyes met, Cedric kissed my jawline and moved up to caress my cheek.

The climax that had been continuing without break in little spurts suddenly made the inside of my lower abdomen terribly itchy. I twisted my body greatly without realizing it.

“I’m, ah! Again, I think I’m going to come again, hngh…!”

Feeling like something was about to come out, I unconsciously tensed my buttocks, biting down hard on the cock that was creating foam at our junction as it went in and out.

Soon, along with an intense urge to urinate, after spurted semen, a transparent stream of water trickled out.

Around then, the cock that had been clinging to the mucous membrane and swaying back and forth stopped while deeply embedded. Cedric also seemed to have reached climax, his breathing becoming more roughly disheveled than usual.

Soon I felt warmth spreading inside. Cedric’s ejaculated seed was moistening my insides.

I felt a strange sense of fullness and caught my breath while held in Cedric’s restless embrace for a while. Only when my breathing had settled evenly did I place my hand on his shoulder.

“Cedy, move aside now. You came.”

Cedric hadn’t pulled his thing out yet. He, who had been pressed close but now faced me with some distance, blinked slowly.

“I want to do more. I’m not completely soft yet…”

“…Is that thing even going to die?”

Starting from making me unable to even climb stairs, I had an uneasy feeling, but is this bastard really planning to go all the way today? When I glared at him sharply, Cedric’s eyebrows drooped.

“You said I could do whatever I wanted.”

“……”

“So I came with really high expectations… do you hate it?”

His expression became even more pitiful. He’s a cunning guy who knows well how to make a pitiful face.

Even knowing that, my heart became infinitely weak.

I like this bastard. I like him, that’s why.

That’s the problem, so what can I do?

I grabbed his face carelessly and squished it, making his cheeks flatten. Cedric mumbled with lips that had become pointed like a bird’s beak.

“If you press my face like that, I’ll become ugly.”

“You’re not ugly.”

“Then kiss me.”

So I kissed him as he wanted. Cedric let out a small laugh, then hugged me again and whined.

“Eddie, let’s do it just once more. My cock hurts.”

Why does even his childlike whining look so cute? In the end, I glared at my lovely lover and decided to reluctantly accept his whining.

“Just one more time, right?”

Of course, I didn’t think Cedric would keep that promise, and indeed he didn’t. I had prepared myself to lie down for several days from the start.

But… that seemed to have been a mistake. On one hand, I had been curious about this guy’s limits, but I had to give up midway.

How does he really go at it all day? Do these damn Alphas have sturdy cock skin too?

I had really tried to accommodate him as much as he wanted, but later I was sobbing saying I couldn’t do it anymore.

Cedric, whose patience had shortened due to his rut, coaxed and soothed me while licking me clean from head to toe.

Eventually, after repeatedly fainting and waking up, when I came to my senses, nearly a day and a half had passed.

“I’ll never spend your rut with you again!”

I shouted angrily like that. It was a situation that could have led to major trouble, but… that didn’t even last a day.

It was because of Cedric’s devotion, sticking by my side constantly like a submissive dog lying flat and wagging its tail, taking care of me with sweet words, that I couldn’t stay angry anymore.

After briefly entering a cold war and quickly making up, we spent enjoyable days together as if we had never fought – though I had been the one unilaterally angry – until we returned home.

It was such a happy time that I thought I didn’t want to go home.

Time passed like that… three months went by and we spent another rut together, and then another two months passed from there.

During that time, I diligently stuck close to Cedric, hoping signs of trait change would appear soon. Probably there hasn’t been a single day recently when we didn’t see each other’s faces, right?

But so far there’s been no particular news.

Until I learned that Cedric had a small mole around his ear, that he had a habit of squinting his left eye more when excited, and that he especially liked it when I kissed his earlobes…

I hadn’t felt even the ‘tr’ of trait change.

‘Why on earth?’

This is a serious problem. A very, very serious problem indeed.

I had spent at least half a year earnestly trying to change my traits, but there were no signs at all.

As a result, my complacent thinking that had been confidently certain that ‘my traits couldn’t possibly not change’ was also changing.

‘What if my traits don’t change like this?’

I have a very uneasy premonition. I hope this anxiety remains just a momentary emotion… but if not, what should I do?

‘Cedy’s parents would never allow marriage while I remain a Beta.’

Even though I had recently visited often and greatly reduced the distance with Cedric’s father… it didn’t seem like he would easily permit an issue involving the family’s survival based on such feelings alone. Of course, I didn’t want to cause trouble for the Soliwen family either.

“Sigh.”

While I was agonizing with my head in my hands, I heard knocking on the door and turned my head. Soon Redward appeared and said.

“Young master. Miss Ret has arrived.”

“Ah, mmm.”

I jumped up and left the room.

Since I’d been feeling frustrated recently about the trait change issue, I had invited her today, hoping to get some advice from Riette.

When I went down to the lobby, Riette was smiling brightly and waving her hand. I welcomed her warmly and guided her to the salon.

“Ret, thank you for coming even though I called you suddenly.”

“Hey, what are you talking about? Of course I have to come when a friend needs help!”

Riette playfully tapped my forearm as if telling me not to feel burdened. My heart warmed greatly at her consideration and kindness.

“So? What’s this consultation you want to have?”

Riette asked while I poured tea into her teacup. After organizing my thoughts briefly, I soon opened my mouth glumly.

“There are no signs of my traits changing…”

“Ah.”

“I don’t know what the problem is at all. Listening to rumors here and there… it seems like others change easily.”

“Well, you only hear success stories. So it seems like everyone changes just like that. But actually, changing traits isn’t as easy as it sounds. It’s too early to give up or feel frustrated already.”

“Is that so?”

“Of course.”

Riette, who comforted me with a firm voice, leaned her cheek against her palm and pondered quietly.

“What should I do to help with trait change?”

“I’m already trying everything that people who succeeded in trait change are said to have done.”

Previously, Cedric had picked up some story somewhere about how trying various positions would help, so we had tried embarrassing… positions. Thinking about it now, that was probably a lie mixed with about 99% of Cedric’s selfish desires.

“Hmm. Eddie, you also received an invitation to the gathering at the Rochrel family in a few days, right?”

“Yeah.”

“Miss Laura will be there too. She’s as much of a social butterfly as I am, so she’ll know many stories. How about asking her about trait change when you meet? She’ll try her best to help.”

“…Should I? It’s a bit embarrassing though.”

“What’s there to be embarrassed about? She knows everything there is to know.”

Riette chuckled.

Well, since Laura had started getting close to Riette, she had also frequently met with Cedric and me, so we were now familiar enough with each other.

I didn’t yet feel close enough to Laura to bare all my inner thoughts like I do with Riette or Cedric, but getting advice should be fine.

Soon I resolved myself and nodded.

“Yeah. I’ll try that.”

And so, a few days later.

I arrived at the Rochrel family’s salon.