#46
Saheon’s lips curled into a crooked smirk, a ridiculously nonchalant expression. A creeping unease, a sense that things had gone slightly wrong, began to rise within me. Then, drawing out his words, he slowly asked,
“…So?”
His drawl, almost a “Soooo?”, made me swallow hard. When Saheon hyung stretched out his words like that, the outcome was rarely good. The atmosphere, which had seemed to settle into a lull, suddenly sharpened.
Quietly observing Saheon hyung, I tried to gently wriggle free from his embrace, but his arms tightened around me, so fiercely I felt like I couldn’t breathe. He continued to gaze at me with that crooked smile.
“You’re going on a date?”
“Yeah, school assignment…”
“You’re going on a date at school?”
His drawn-out “at school?”, honestly, terrified me. He looked handsome as ever, yet somehow like a madman. I tried to inch my way out from between his arms, which were now tense.
But his strong arms showed no sign of loosening. I glanced at his knuckles; even the veins were bulging. Giving up on escape, I offered a weak explanation.
“No, in class…”
“You met eyes during class?”
“Hyung, it’s not like that, the class was…sex education…”
“You’re planning on having sex too?”
I clamped my mouth shut. He seemed completely out of his mind. Saheon hyung, twisting my words to his own liking, chuckled menacingly and muttered,
“Cheongmyeong.”
I gnawed on my lower lip and looked up at him. Just as I saw his usually bright smile reveal his white teeth, my vision swam. Saheon hyung pressed down heavily on me, his weight pinning me. The sudden shift in position sent me reeling, and I instinctively wrapped my arms around his neck like a koala.
Looking up at him, his terrifying smile was even more visible. He continued to laugh, gently detaching my arms.
“You’re going to study with me and then review with Hyeon-dol?”
“No, no…Hyun-oh is a friend, and it’s not Hyeon-dol…”
My words tumbled out in a flustered mess. Saheon hyung gently pushed me down. My position changed, and my face flushed. A bad feeling washed over me.
“You’re such a rascal. Leaving these marks behind, planning to fool around with another guy?”
Saheon hyung helpfully pointed out the various red marks on my body. The heat radiating from his fingertips was strange. I bit my lip and stared at him.
“One of me isn’t enough?”
“N-no…”
Strangely, Saheon hyung’s words sounded like he was scolding an unfaithful lover. Despite a fleeting surge of pleasure, I quickly composed myself. But Saheon hyung seemed to have noticed that fleeting moment.
“So reckless.”
His overwhelming presence pressed down on me, my Adam’s apple bobbing. I felt like a herbivore crushed beneath the paw of a predator.
“Mentioning another man’s name in bed?”
Saheon hyung spat out each word, as if savoring them. My shoulders trembled slightly. I couldn’t hide the tension in my voice as I stammered an explanation.
“It’s not like that…j-just a minute, hyung, no…”
Saheon hyung’s large hand gently bent my knees. The position he created felt like he was about to penetrate me, and I shook my head, desperately resorting to the words that had stopped him before.
“I’m hungry, hyung. I’m hungry. We were going to eat.”
“Hungry?”
“Yeah. Really hungry. A hamburger, no, eel…”
I shook and nodded my head uncontrollably, trying to dissuade him. But Saheon hyung spread my legs wide, and without hesitation, thrust his dick into my exposed flesh. My already softened insides readily accepted his erection.
“Ugh!”
My sensitive inner walls, still sensitive from my recent orgasm, trembled from the sensation alone. The heat rising from below was intense. I kept shaking my head, but Saheon hyung seemed half-delirious.
“Still hungry?”
“Y-yes, no, a-please, I can’t take anymore…”
His sinister smile deepened. The feeling that something was terribly wrong intensified. Then, Saheon hyung smiled sweetly, like he was offering a candy, and caressed my lower abdomen.
“Then what’s this?”
“Ugh, hyung, please…”
“Ah, so it’s because you’re carrying my child?”
My face burned with shame. Before I could respond to his nonsensical words, a violent thud echoed as his dick was thrust in all the way. I couldn’t even scream as I twisted my hips. A scream was about to burst from my lips.
My throat tightened. Before I could even adjust to the sudden attack, Saheon hyung, with a lingering smile, began to thrust. My head slammed hard against the headboard. He held my head, yet showed no mercy. His movements were as if everything before had been a game.
“…Ah, ugh, aaaaah!”
My sensitive insides writhed in agony from the rough stimulation. The pleasure, bordering on pain, brought tears to my eyes. My whole body trembled.
“No, ugh, haa! Hyung, stop, too, ugh, ugh, haa!”
I could feel my body, and the mattress, violently moving up and down, but what would normally be considered erotic was far from my mind.
“Ah, really, I can’t, you know, lock you up.”
Saheon hyung muttered menacingly, each word accompanied by a brutal thrust. The overwhelming pleasure made me want to escape, so I twisted my hips, but my head slammed against the headboard.
“Ugh, ah! Ugh, mm…hyung, ah, hyung, I…ugh!”
My actions didn’t lead to a good outcome. Naturally, I was caught by hyung, and ended up receiving him from behind. I collapsed, my face buried in the pillow, sobbing.
“Ugh, h-too…ah! Aah! Aaah!”
At the peak of my pleasure, my dick spurted out white semen. My rear, which had been gripping Saheon hyung’s dick, tightened with pleasure. It was an unexpectedly quick orgasm, but he didn’t stop his relentless thrusting.
“I, ugh, ha, hyung, ah! Aaaah!”
Even though I was crying and clinging to him, he continued his violent movements as if unaware of my orgasm. His hip bone kept hitting me painfully.
“Ugh, ugh, uh, ugh, hyung, aaugh!”
The pleasure continued even after my orgasm, making it unbearable. My lower back gave way, but Saheon hyung grabbed my hips and forced me upright.
“Ack! Aaugh!”
Suddenly, I was positioned from above to below, and his dick penetrated even deeper. It reached parts that had never been touched before.
“Ah! Haa! Uaah!”
I writhed and thrashed, unable to control my body. I gripped the headboard for support, and Saheon hyung bit my ear.
“Damn it, you’re so pretty.”
“Uh, ugh! Ah! Ugh, hyung, ah!”
“Huh? Lee Cheongmyeong. Are you planning on seducing everyone?”
Saheon hyung mumbled something unintelligible, but I was past the point of pleasure, my mouth open, unable to stop shaking. The wall was in front of me, and hyung was behind me, leaving me nowhere to move, nowhere to escape.
My mind went blank. My body felt like it wasn’t my own. The increasingly strange sensations brought tears streaming down my face. I reached another climax, but nothing came out.
“Haa, ugh, hyung, ugh, stop, ugh, it hurts, it hurts…”
I felt his hot, rough breath on my ear. I didn’t know what I was saying, just begging.
“Ugh, ugh, ugh, sorry, ugh, haa! I’m sorry, ah!”
I felt Saheon hyung bite my neck. My body, still caught in the throes of climax, suddenly jolted. Hot tears streamed down my face.
“Wrong, ugh, I was wrong, I’m sorry, ah, aah, stop, stop!”
“Wrong?”
“Ah, ugh, haa! Haa!”
“Then you’ll only like me?”
“Aaugh, ugh, haa!”
I was beyond understanding what he was saying, only nodding repeatedly. Unlike before, when I’d reached climax but nothing came out, I now felt a strange urge to release something, and a sudden wave of fear washed over me.
“St-stop, aaugh! H-hu-huup…”
I sobbed, gripping the headboard, my hips twisting. I cried so hard my throat felt like it was closing up. Saheon hyung wrapped his arms around my lower abdomen and lightly kissed my neck. His excited breath touched my skin.
“Haa! Ugh! Ugh! Haa, hyung, aaugh!”
“That’s right, I like it too. I really like it, Cheongmyeong.”
A strange sensation, like I was about to release something, welled up. Tears streamed down my face as I shook my head and cried out. The thrusts from above were too deep. It felt like my body was breaking.
“Ugh, ha, aaugh, haa, aaah!”
At the peak of the overwhelming pleasure, my mind exploded. Even though I was too overwhelmed to fully comprehend what was happening, I knew I’d had an orgasm. But it wasn’t like my usual semen; it felt more like water.
Soon, Saheon hyung let out a low moan and stopped moving. The clear liquid that had come from me soaked the space between my legs. Through my blurry vision, I saw that my thighs, the pillow, and the sheets were all wet.
“…Ah, h-ugh, ugh…”
Sobbing, I burst into even more tears. My body went limp, and I slumped back, and Saheon hyung gently supported me, repeatedly kissing my neck.
“Ah, ugh…”
Once the intense pleasure subsided, only one thought remained. I had peed during sex with Saheon hyung. The thought of committing such an act, something even a child wouldn’t do, in front of him, filled me with shame.
My whole body felt hot. Shame brought tears streaming down my face. The wet sensation between my legs was unbearable.
“What, ugh, hyung, hyung…”
As I sobbed uncontrollably, not knowing what to do, hyung removed his dick, and sat me on his thighs. Overwhelmed by shame and embarrassment, I hugged his neck and continued to cry.
“Why are you crying?”
Saheon hyung asked, his voice laced with amusement. His touch became gentle again, stroking my back. The thought of having peed like a baby in front of him made me want to die.
“Ugh, I, what…”
“Was it that good?”
But Saheon hyung teased me mercilessly. Tears welled up again. I shifted slightly, trying to escape, and the sensation of the semen dripping between my legs made me even more distraught.
“That, kind, ugh, I…”
I couldn’t finish my sentence, and burst into tears again. Seeing me sobbing, Saheon hyung quickly pulled me close, kissing my tear-stained cheeks.
“It’s okay. It happens. I’m sorry for teasing you.”
“This, it’s weird, h-I told you…not to…”
“I’m sorry. I was wrong, really. Want to hit me? Ah, you’re so cute.”
Saheon hyung’s warm lips landed on my tear-filled cheeks and eyes. Despite his comforting words, my tears wouldn’t stop, fueled by shame. He seemed at a loss, continuing to kiss me and murmuring,
“Ah, what to do. Cheongmyeong. You’re driving me crazy.”
Whether to comfort me or not, his whispers in my ear were all sweet nothings: “I like you,” “It was so good,” “I love you,” “I’m better than Hyun-oh, right?” But even with my swollen, tear-filled eyes, I continued to glare at him with a sullen expression.
