Jiwon was only doing this to pay off his debt. He wasn’t leading the cult for some grand cause. But even if he wasn’t the real thing, if someone believed in him, relied on him, and found even a little relief, maybe it wasn’t so bad? Jiwon thought so because Yoon Jaemin looked so happy.
After that, Yoon Jaemin started asking normal, doctor-like questions.
“Do you sleep well? Do you dream?”
“I rarely dream. I sleep deeply without waking.”
“I see. Any usual discomfort?”
Jiwon was a little taken aback. So the request to undress for a physical was just an excuse.
Yoon Jaemin jotted down Jiwon’s answers on a chart and gave his opinion.
“You don’t seem to have any major issues. Lee Jak said you’re frail, but that can be fixed with light exercise.”
“Yes.”
“Come to think of it, during the last public sermon, you couldn’t cum before Kim Seonghee did… Are you slow to climax?”
“I… I’m not sure.”
“Or maybe you’re not used to being taken from behind yet.”
“From behind…?”
“Yes. A man can feel pleasure just from prostate stimulation without touching his cock. That pleasure can lead to orgasm. But if you’re inexperienced, the pain might outweigh the pleasure.”
Yoon Jaemin continued explaining as if it were nothing. Jiwon was shocked by the unexpected turn in the conversation, but somehow, it seemed like useful advice, so he kept listening.
“You said it was your first time having sex with Kim Seonghee, right? It’s not easy to feel much the first time, especially since his cock is so big… But for a first-timer, you responded well. They call this ‘development,’ I think.”
“De…velopment?”
“Yes. You’ll develop well, Leader. Isn’t that wonderful? You’re already beautiful to look at, and if you become more sensitive, you’ll be able to share happiness with even more people.”
Yoon Jaemin talked more than necessary.
“By the way, I saw the promotional video. The response was great. Many followers of <Mother’s Land> I know are saying they want to join <Land of Happiness> because of it. Kim Seonghee promised only pleasure, but you promised happiness, so that must be the difference.”
“Happiness…”
“Yes. They all watched the video on a projector and masturbated together. It was less than 30 seconds, but everyone felt so much and you looked so beautiful. I still can’t believe it. That I sucked the Leader’s cock… I’m truly grateful, so grateful.”
Jiwon felt dizzy, confused. Maybe 10,000 of the 100,000 views Lee Jak mentioned were from Yoon Jaemin and his acquaintances. Jiwon sighed quietly and said,
“Yoon Jaemin, please keep what happened earlier a secret from others.”
“Of course. How could I carelessly reveal that I received happiness from the Leader unofficially? But I’m so excited. I can’t wait for the miracles to come! I hope many people can share in the Leader’s happiness.”
That was the scariest part. Jiwon didn’t even have the energy to smile, so he just nodded vaguely.
“I’ll adjust your diet. I think you need to eat more.”
“My diet…?”
“Yes. I’ll change it to be more meat-based.”
Meat… wasn’t it expensive? Jiwon was afraid his debt would only grow if he ate expensive things.
“Do you take any supplements?”
“No.”
“Then I’ll prescribe some essential supplements. Especially vitamins and probiotics…”
Yoon Jaemin talked a lot. Really, too much. For every word Jiwon said, Yoon Jaemin replied with five. Jiwon, growing tired, just closed his mouth. Just as Yoon Jaemin was deciding on the types of supplements, Jiwon’s phone rang. It was a call. It had to be either Lee Jak or Kim Seonghee. Jiwon checked. It was Kim Seonghee.
“Ah…”
He didn’t want to answer.
“Don’t worry about me. Answer it.”
It wasn’t because of Yoon Jaemin—he just didn’t want to answer. But Jiwon endured, thinking of his debt. There was no harm in getting closer to Kim Seonghee. Kim Seonghee held his debt, and Jiwon had to repay it somehow.
“Hello.”
—Did you meet the doctor? Are you okay?
It was about Yoon Jaemin. Jiwon gestured, and Yoon Jaemin left the Leader’s office. The door closed with a thud.
“Yes. I’m fine now.”
—Good. That guy’s no ordinary person. He’ll definitely be helpful, so keep him close.
“Thank you for your concern.”
—The promotional video is being edited now. It’ll be released within three days at the latest. <Mother’s Land> is also putting a lot of effort into promoting it, so you don’t need to worry. The number of new followers will probably explode again.
“…Thank you.”
—I’m planning a second joint public sermon soon. I’ll let Lee Jak know. It’ll probably be similar to the last one.
“I understand.”
—But, you.
“Yes?”
—You’re being short.
Kim Seonghee suddenly picked a fight. Jiwon was taken aback.
“Me…?”
—Yeah. I went out of my way to call you first, and that’s your reaction? Be a little more affectionate. Talk nicely.
“I don’t know what to say…”
—Say anything. Yeah. Think about what you want to do for the next public sermon.
“Public sermon…”
He really had nothing to say. All he could think was that he’d have to have sex with Kim Seonghee in front of countless people again. Jiwon had no sexual experience to begin with, so he knew even less.
—Why so quiet?
“I don’t know what would be good.”
—Ah, right. You were a virgin. Hahaha.
Kim Seonghee laughed loudly, as if it were the funniest thing.
—I won’t make you do anything you don’t like.
“Huh?”
—No chokers or anything like that from now on. I like being dominant, but some people don’t, so I’m asking you to suggest what you’re comfortable with.
“Yes, I’ll think about it and look into it.”
—Good. If you really don’t know, ask the doctor. He’s probably an expert in that area.
“I’d rather not.”
—Why?
“Because I’m shy.”
—Shy? You’re full of surprises.
“And I don’t like showing my face.”
—Hahaha.
Kim Seonghee laughed loudly, as if it were a joke, but Jiwon wasn’t joking.
—So I’m the exception to your shyness?
“You’re honestly good-looking.”
—That’s right. What about Lee Jak?
“Huh?”
—Compare me and Lee Jak. What do you think?
“I don’t know. You’re too different to compare.”
If Lee Jak was a delicate beauty, Kim Seonghee was more of a rugged, masculine type. Their body types and appearances were completely different. The only thing they had in common was…
“Both of them are huge down there?”
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
Hi Translator-nim 🙏🏻
i think chapter 29 to 32 are the same chapter