“Leader…”
When Jiwon remained silent, Yoon Jaemin, growing anxious, grabbed Jiwon’s calf and begged. His glasses slipped, so he took them off and placed them on the table. Yoon Jaemin was crying. Jiwon’s heart softened at the thought that someone was crying because of him.
“…Just this once.”
“Thank you! Leader, thank you so much!!”
If it was about sucking his cock, hadn’t he been doing that since he came here? Unfortunately, Jiwon was getting used to it. He let out a small sigh and spread his legs. Yoon Jaemin sat close between them, his breath touching Jiwon’s bare skin.
“The Leader’s cock is truly beautiful. It’s soft like peach fuzz and smells like peaches. Thank you for letting me suck it. I’m truly grateful. I’ll do it with all my heart.”
“Please… just be quiet…”
Jiwon was so embarrassed he couldn’t stand it. The body wash in the Leader’s bathroom was peach-scented.
“If I keep my mouth shut, I won’t be able to suck it. Ah, you mean I should start right away. Yes, I’m slow to understand. I’ll begin now.”
Yoon Jaemin finally stopped talking. He buried his face in Jiwon’s crotch and took his cock into his mouth. The wet, warm sensation made Jiwon sigh involuntarily. Yoon Jaemin swirled his tongue around the cock, rubbing the tip against the roof of his mouth.
“Ngh…”
Chuup, chuup, chuup—the sound of sucking and licking continued. Jiwon’s waist went slack, his toes twitching. He didn’t know if Yoon Jaemin was good at it, but he was certainly persistent. Yoon Jaemin filled his mouth with Jiwon’s cock, sucking hard while rubbing his own erection through his pants. Getting off on sucking another man’s cock—this guy was definitely not normal, Jiwon thought.
“Ah, ahh…”
Jiwon’s vision blurred, his knees buckling on their own. It wasn’t the first time a man he’d just met was sucking his cock, but he didn’t think he’d ever get used to it. Yoon Jaemin fondled Jiwon’s balls, urging him to cum.
“Ah—!”
The ticklish sensation on his sensitive spots was too much; Jiwon came. Yoon Jaemin swallowed the mix of his own saliva and Jiwon’s cum without hesitation. Jiwon, dazed by the sudden pleasure, forced his heavy eyelids open and looked at Yoon Jaemin. He wore an expression of pure ecstasy.
“Thank you. Truly, thank you, Leader.”
“Haa…”
His body went limp. This was why he had no stamina left. Yoon Jaemin carefully licked Jiwon’s cock clean, then picked up the Leader’s robe and dressed him. Too weak to resist, Jiwon let him do as he pleased. Yoon Jaemin looked delighted, buttoning up the robe one by one as he rambled on.
“The Leader’s cock is truly delicious and wonderful. It tastes like happiness itself. The size and thickness are perfect. It suits you, Leader. You have a truly magnificent cock.”
“Please… just stop talking…”
“I’m sorry. I tend to talk a lot. But I don’t think talking too much is a bad thing. It’s good to honestly say what’s good. Leader, I truly respect and love you.”
After buttoning up the robe, Yoon Jaemin grabbed Jiwon’s waist and turned him to face him. He looked at Jiwon’s chest, still exposed through the open robe, and said,
“Next time, please let me do this too.”
“…No.”
There was no way he could say yes.
“Do you think my faith is lacking? Not at all. I will prove it to you. Leader. I promise to believe in and follow you.”
Yoon Jaemin knelt again, pressing his forehead to the floor, renewing his devotion. Jiwon could only blink slowly, his eyes heavy.
Yoon Jaemin said he would go to the bathroom to take care of himself, since he was also aroused. He left the Leader’s office, saying he’d use the building’s restroom. Come to think of it, the bathroom in the Leader’s office was for Jiwon’s use only.
A little later, Yoon Jaemin returned. Strangely, he seemed even more excited than before he left.
“The hospital called, Leader!”
“The hospital?”
Jiwon was too exhausted to do anything but sit on the sofa. Yoon Jaemin knelt before him again and began to cry.
“My grandfather… his condition has improved… Hic. I’m so happy. You really are like a god. No, you are a god!”
“Huh?”
Jiwon felt dazed and uneasy. A person’s condition could improve or worsen—it was natural. But Yoon Jaemin believed, without a shred of doubt, that it was all thanks to Jiwon. It made him feel a little sick.
If there really is a god, wouldn’t I be the one getting punished?
Jiwon was only doing this to pay off his debt. He wasn’t leading the cult for some grand cause. But even if he wasn’t the real thing, if someone believed in him, relied on him, and found even a little relief, maybe it wasn’t so bad? Jiwon thought so because Yoon Jaemin looked so happy.
After that, Yoon Jaemin started asking normal, doctor-like questions.
“Do you sleep well? Do you dream?”
“I rarely dream. I sleep deeply without waking.”
“I see. Any usual discomfort?”
Jiwon was a little taken aback. So the request to undress for a physical was just an excuse.
Yoon Jaemin jotted down Jiwon’s answers on a chart and gave his opinion.
“You don’t seem to have any major issues. Lee Jak said you’re frail, but that can be fixed with light exercise.”
“Yes.”
“Come to think of it, during the last public sermon, you couldn’t cum before Kim Seonghee did… Are you slow to climax?”
“I… I’m not sure.”
“Or maybe you’re not used to being taken from behind yet.”
“From behind…?”
“Yes. A man can feel pleasure just from prostate stimulation without touching his cock. That pleasure can lead to orgasm. But if you’re inexperienced, the pain might outweigh the pleasure.”
Yoon Jaemin continued explaining as if it were nothing. Jiwon was shocked by the unexpected turn in the conversation, but somehow, it seemed like useful advice, so he kept listening.
“You said it was your first time having sex with Kim Seonghee, right? It’s not easy to feel much the first time, especially since his cock is so big… But for a first-timer, you responded well. They call this ‘development,’ I think.”
“De…velopment?”
“Yes. You’ll develop well, Leader. Isn’t that wonderful? You’re already beautiful to look at, and if you become more sensitive, you’ll be able to share happiness with even more people.”
Yoon Jaemin talked more than necessary.
“By the way, I saw the promotional video. The response was great. Many followers of <Mother’s Land> I know are saying they want to join <Land of Happiness> because of it. Kim Seonghee promised only pleasure, but you promised happiness, so that must be the difference.”
“Happiness…”
“Yes. They all watched the video on a projector and masturbated together. It was less than 30 seconds, but everyone felt so much and you looked so beautiful. I still can’t believe it. That I sucked the Leader’s cock… I’m truly grateful, so grateful.”
Jiwon felt dizzy, confused. Maybe 10,000 of the 100,000 views Lee Jak mentioned were from Yoon Jaemin and his acquaintances. Jiwon sighed quietly and said,
“Yoon Jaemin, please keep what happened earlier a secret from others.”
“Of course. How could I carelessly reveal that I received happiness from the Leader unofficially? But I’m so excited. I can’t wait for the miracles to come! I hope many people can share in the Leader’s happiness.”
That was the scariest part. Jiwon didn’t even have the energy to smile, so he just nodded vaguely.
“I’ll adjust your diet. I think you need to eat more.”
“My diet…?”
“Yes. I’ll change it to be more meat-based.”
Meat… wasn’t it expensive? Jiwon was afraid his debt would only grow if he ate expensive things.
“Do you take any supplements?”