Chapter 105
“Are you feeling better?”
“…Yes, I’m fine.”
“Shall I help you wash up?”
“No, it’s okay. I can do it myself later.”
“You don’t have to do it alone. This is something I should do.”
“No, I’ll do it myself.”
“Are you embarrassed?”
“…Yes. A little…”
Eunseong nodded slightly. He couldn’t meet his eyes. Yoo Siwoon held Eunseong’s cheek, making him look at him. When their eyes met, Eunseong’s pupils rippled like waves on a deep night sea.
“Isn’t it natural? In this kind of relationship… between people like us. I should naturally take care of you afterward.”
“…”
“This might sound old-fashioned, but I’m… not someone who takes these things lightly.”
“…What?”
“I told you. I’m conservative.”
“I know. You’re a conservative person.”
“If I were going to give up easily, I wouldn’t have started this in the first place.”
“…I feel the same way. I didn’t take this lightly either.”
“What I mean is… it’s more than that. In other words, you won’t be able to end this by your will alone.”
His tone was gentle but firm. It meant he wouldn’t let Eunseong go even if Eunseong wanted it, and he wouldn’t accept Eunseong’s refusal.
“I think we’re more than lovers.”
“…More than lovers?”
“I think we have a marital bond.”
“Marriage?”
“Yes, marriage. If it weren’t like that, I wouldn’t have done this—no, I wouldn’t have entered into this relationship with you.”
Yoo Siwoon moved closer, bringing his face near, and spoke earnestly.
He was sincere. For Eunseong, who was much younger, it was a difficult concept to grasp. Nevertheless, Eunseong thought it was very like him to say such a thing.
“…Is that strange?”
“It is a bit strange… I thought of you as my boyfriend, my lover.”
“That’s not bad either. I just don’t want to explain it at that level.”
“But I like the marriage idea too. No, I like that better. It feels closer.”
Looking at Eunseong saying these lovely words, Yoo Siwoon sighed softly and whispered:
My wife.
My beloved companion.
His voice tickled Eunseong’s ear. Yoo Siwoon kissed Eunseong’s bare shoulder, which flinched slightly. His moist lips moved from the shoulder line to his neck, cheek, and forehead, tenderly caressing the person he had just been intimate with.
He had always been affectionate, but now Yoo Siwoon was completely different from before.
He wasn’t just being kind; he was treating Eunseong with extreme devotion. And it felt good. It felt good to be precious to him. Eunseong had never been considered precious by anyone in his life. He had few such memories. No, he had none at all.
Moreover, not just lovers but a marital bond…
Eunseong felt moved by how the old-fashioned and orthodox Yoo Siwoon defined their relationship, and suddenly felt like he might cry.
“…Ahjussi.”
“Yes.”
His lips continued to brush over Eunseong. His exhaled breath touched the skin as if trying to feel it with his lips, and his wet lips gently rubbed against Eunseong’s skin.
Eunseong held Yoo Siwoon’s shoulders with both hands. He curled up because it tickled.
“I think I love you, ahjussi.”
The movement of his lips rubbing below Eunseong’s collarbone paused. Yoo Siwoon slowly raised his head and stared down at Eunseong. Like a slowly approaching wave, his eyes were becoming wet with emotion.
“You love me?”
“…Yes, I love you, ahjussi.”
Eunseong whispered again. He lowered his head once more and buried his face in Eunseong’s neck. Yoo Siwoon’s back rose and fell solemnly and gently as he exhaled. Eunseong caressed his bare back with his hand.
Yoo Siwoon said, almost like a sigh:
“I love you.”
“Ahjussi…”
“Not loving you… is something only non-believers would do.”
…You are my companion.
∞ ∞ ∞
“I’ve never seen the moon look this big. Wow, it’s huge.”
“It’s a full moon.”
“It’s really enormous.”
Eunseong’s voice was excited as he looked up at the moon through the telescope, as if seeing a wonderful sight. Yoo Siwoon turned to look at Eunseong, who was gaping in amazement, and smiled.
“Ahjussi, come see too. It’s really big.”
Eunseong flapped his hands excitedly, calling him as if today was the only chance. Yoo Siwoon, who had seen the moon through the telescope most often, went to Eunseong’s side from where he had been organizing the bookshelf.
He sat next to Eunseong on the blanket under the window, as if embracing him from behind. He bent forward and rested his chin on Eunseong’s shoulder. Eunseong moved the eyepiece of the telescope toward Yoo Siwoon’s face.
When he put his eye to the finder, the moon suddenly appeared much larger. The sky was clear without a single cloud.
The full moon on the lunar fifteenth day looks large from anywhere on Earth, but through a telescope, it appeared so clear and close that one might think they could see the rabbit said to live on the moon. Every detail of the moon’s surface was vivid and mysterious. Like the bluish light that bloomed between Eunseong’s legs.
Eunseong’s hand caressed the cheek of the man who was resting his chin on his shoulder and looking through the telescope. Yoo Siwoon gazed at the enchanting blue light for a while, then took his eyes away and turned his gaze to Eunseong.
“Looks like it’s a super moon.”
“Ahjussi, do you like historical dramas?”
“Historical dramas? TV dramas?”
“Yes, I saw in a drama before that when there’s a full moon, the yin energy gets stronger and it’s a good day for conception, they called it ‘iptae-il.’ They said in the old days, they determined the king’s conjugal visit day by looking at the moon.”
“…Is that so?”
“So on a day like today with a super moon… the king and queen would have consummated, and then wouldn’t all the people have known what the king was doing? The whole country would know they were sleeping together. It must have been embarrassing.”
“You’re right, it could have been like that.”
Yoo Siwoon smiled at Eunseong’s words as if finding his perspective interesting.
“Because if they consummated on a day like today, they might conceive a baby.”
“…Maybe so.”
“Then, we might have created a baby too. Right?”
“…Yes, maybe so.”
Yoo Siwoon, who was looking at Eunseong with loving eyes as if regarding something precious, twisted his head and moved closer. Eunseong’s eyes closed, and Yoo Siwoon’s lips touched Eunseong’s.
Gripping Yoo Siwoon’s cheek as if clutching it, Eunseong parted his lips and welcomed his tongue. Just from overlapping lips and entwining tongues, emotions instantly heightened and their chests grew hot.
If today was the iptae-il day for determining the king’s conjugal visit, Eunseong would have been pregnant a hundred times over. They had lost track of how many days had passed without going outside.
Eunseong and Yoo Siwoon intertwined their bodies like people driven mad with desire. They entangled without shame or embarrassment, as if they had been waiting for this all along. At some point, Eunseong would lose his mind completely and not be surprised by the strange situation where Yoo Siwoon buried his face between his thighs and deviantlysucked on the tender flesh, but rather would more actively rub himself against Yoo Siwoon’s face.
Yoo Siwoon’s house was a space with only the two of them. There was no need to be mindful of anyone or to be careful. In Eunseong’s room, in his room, on the sofa, in his study, under the telescope. They joined bodies like people thirsting for affection. As if wanting compensation for the time they had been apart.
Yoo Siwoon’s hands laid Eunseong down on the blanket. Eunseong removed his top. Eunseong stared enchanted at the impressively revealed muscular upper body. Now he could freely see Yoo Siwoon’s wolf. Yoo Siwoon’s wolf belonged to Eunseong.
“Ahjussi… please take off my bottoms.”
“…”
At Eunseong’s bold request, Yoo Siwoon moistened his burning dry throat with saliva and urgently pulled down Eunseong’s bottoms. The empty testicle and flat private parts were revealed.
“I want to do yours myself.”
Eunseong unbuckled Yoo Siwoon’s slacks, which were noticeably bulging and tightly erect. He looked up at Yoo Siwoon’s face while pulling down the zipper. He was fixing his eyes on Eunseong with a piercing gaze.
Yoo Siwoon’s dick was rigidly erect. Eunseong had only looked at it with his eyes but had never touched it directly with his hands.
Yoo Siwoon reached down and pulled his underwear down below his pubic bone.
Yoo Siwoon was completely whole. Eunseong stared at him secretly with admiring eyes. The large, imposing dick, the thick testicles that would fill a hand, the dense body hair that felt prickly when rubbed against his buttocks, even the amount and opaque color of the fluid that spurted out when he ejaculated.
When Eunseong ejaculated, he spilled thin, clear secretions that didn’t look like semen. While Eunseong felt ashamed even of that, Yoo Siwoon would cherish the secretions Eunseong spilled and let them cover his body. He would even lick and swallow the sticky substance that splashed onto his lips.
Yoo Siwoon stroked his thick dick several times to make it even harder, then burrowed into Eunseong. Yoo Siwoon watched with dilated pupils as Eunseong’s face contorted and trembled while receiving him.
Eunseong’s legs, floating in the air, bumped against the telescope. Just as the startled Eunseong tried to stop his movement, Yoo Siwoon reached out and quickly grabbed the telescope that was about to fall.
“Ah, that scared me. I thought it was going to fall.”
“Don’t worry about it.”
Still inside him, he swiftly lifted Eunseong up. He moved to the recliner and sat Eunseong on his lap.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
