I thought it wasn’t just me who felt the precariousness of what had happened in the staff room. While the risk I had to bear was a bit greater, Woo Tae-seon must have had some as well.
“…Please.”
So I thought Woo Tae-seon was pushing through all this just to see me in an awkward state, or to see me submit to him.
I thought if I took a step back, he might understand. If I persuaded him well, he might let it go. If I spoke nicely.
“Why? Afraid you’ll come just from seeing my face?”
“…What?”
Hearing a voice contrary to my expectations, I realized everything had been my misunderstanding. Unlike my urgency, Woo Tae-seon was calm. No, he seemed to be enjoying himself. It was only me who thought I was enduring, only me who was conscious of others around us. None of this was a problem for Woo Tae-seon.
Woo Tae-seon was just playing with me.
“It’s like Pavlov’s dog, you know.”
The gap I had barely managed to create one step at a time, Woo Tae-seon closed very easily and quickly. If I hesitantly took one step back, he’d approach with a slightly bigger step than mine. Another step back, another step forward.
Only when the windowsill touched my waist did the short game of chase end.
“Getting aroused just by seeing my face, your lower part twitching just by seeing my fingers.”
“……”
“I know it all.”
By now, the gap between Woo Tae-seon and me had long since disappeared.
Woo Tae-seon took another step toward me despite there being nowhere for me to retreat. The toe of his white sneakers touched my slippers. I shuddered at the heavy sensation of his bulging center pressing against my front.
“Move aside…”
I tried to push his shoulders with all my strength. I didn’t think he would move easily, and indeed, Woo Tae-seon did not step back at all.
Even though he was just standing there, I felt like a solid wall blocking my escape route, and a familiar sense of powerlessness spread within me.
“Were you afraid of getting caught?”
However, I didn’t want to show Woo Tae-seon that I was already trembling in fear, drenched in a sense of defeat.
“Then you should have hidden it better. Making it so obvious?”
“…I never did that.”
Woo Tae-seon naturally rested his chin on my shoulder, which was barely moving up and down with my breathing.
There was something I had overlooked in bringing Woo Tae-seon here.
“You were clinging so desperately, I thought you were telling me to hurry out because you were hard.”
“What?”
That Woo Tae-seon was a crazy bastard.
“It was cute watching you being cautious though.”
“You, you’re crazy?”
“Tell me with words next time.”
Woo Tae-seon’s firm forearm crossed my waist tightly, and his increasingly bulging crotch rubbed against my lower region, as if licking it with a tongue.
“Something like ‘I want you to fuck me quickly’ would do.”
Everything about Woo Tae-seon became a lubricant that made my creaking self quiver.
Woo Tae-seon, who had been pressing me down with his voice, the atmosphere, and finally by moving directly, wasn’t trying to forcefully subdue me by pushing the nape he had grabbed to the floor.
What emanated persistently from Woo Tae-seon was a subtle intention to awaken and elevate my senses. Even though I recognized with my mind that it was like a trail of sugar laid out to lure an ant, my stiffened legs couldn’t run away. No, they were very diligently following it.
“Actually.”
Sticky breath touched my nape.
“I felt the same way.”
What first recognized the explicit lust contained in it wasn’t the ear that heard the voice, but the crotch that was pressed against Woo Tae-seon. Only after feeling the tension in my lower region did I belatedly notice the ominous aura enveloping me.
A sizzling voice that I remembered hearing before whispered very close by.
“I thought my dick would burst.”
Starting from my collarbone, a hot flush rapidly rose. The area below my eyelids grew hot, and my ear tips became as hot as if they were placed over boiling water. The hair that had grown just enough to slightly cover the tips of my ears, the hair that I had always grumbled about growing annoyingly fast, felt appreciated for the first time. I also thought for the first time that it was fortunate to be deeply embraced by Woo Tae-seon.
But I couldn’t raise my head. Even though Woo Tae-seon couldn’t see my face in this position.
“Would you like to try asking me to put it in?”
I snapped back to reality at the voice gently whispering in my ear.
Only then did I realize that his long fingers had already tucked my hair behind my ear, that they were already rubbing my reddened earlobe, and I struggled with all my might.
“Let go of this!”
“Maybe you prefer fucking in the staff room after all?”
“…What?”
“Well. Thinking about bending you over your teacher’s desk and pounding you gets me really hard too.”
“……”
Even my desperate struggling stopped at his curious period. All my energy seemed to have rushed to my heart, which was beating more fiercely than usual, while my breath was so slow that it felt like it would stop at any moment. I couldn’t add any words, and even thinking had stopped.
I didn’t have a clear purpose of what to do. I just instinctively held my breath, like a mouse caught in a cat’s paws.
“Ah, I want to put it in.”
Woo Tae-seon could grasp me with just a slight interest.
I had to imagine the worst even from his quietest mumbling. It wouldn’t be strange if his unpredictable whims, the situations he might be imagining as potentially quite fun, happened right now. What was most important to me wasn’t even a factor for Woo Tae-seon to consider.
So I could be dragged back to the staff room where I had brought Woo Tae-seon at any time.
“I think I could come right away if I heard it in your voice.”
Woo Tae-seon was still smiling leisurely, but from his strangely fierce breathing, I knew I was getting closer to the line he had drawn.
Whether that was what Woo Tae-seon wanted, or a line I shouldn’t cross, I didn’t know.
All I knew was that Woo Tae-seon wouldn’t let me go until he was satisfied. And that this time, a mere fellatio wouldn’t be enough.
“Come on. Hm?”
“…Put, it in.”
I broke my voice without even trying to hold back the words I wanted to say. Only after I complied like a parrot to the words given to me did the forearm that had firmly imprisoned my waist fall away and the threatening crotch retreat.
That was all Woo Tae-seon allowed. Just enough space to step back exactly one step.
Of course, Woo Tae-seon still braced both hands on the windowsill at my waist. One way or another, I was trapped by him.
Due to having to bend down, his gaze came down and asked me kindly while looking up at me.
“Do you want to sit on the windowsill? Or do you want to cling to me?”
It wasn’t funny at all. What I wanted wasn’t even in the options he offered, yet he was kindly handing them to me and asking me to choose. I neither wanted to face Woo Tae-seon nor, even more so, desperately cling to his neck.
“The latter is better, don’t you think?”
What upset me most as I tried to maintain my composure was Woo Tae-seon’s mind, thinking I was contemplating something quite happy.
“…Do it like this.”
I turned around. With Woo Tae-seon behind me, I looked out the window where the edge of the wall was visible and unfastened my pants with my own hands.
All of this, even the sudden silence, contained Woo Tae-seon’s permission. All my actions were possible only because of his approval.
The cotton pants, too thick to fall further down from my knees, bunched up as if caught. My thin underwear was laid over them. I gripped the windowsill more firmly. I closed my eyes as I heard the sound of a belt buckle coming down behind me.
A long dick rubbed against me, following the path that divided my buttocks in half. Not only its hardened, elongated body but even its detailed contours could be distinctly felt.
“Should I put it in right away?”
As if you wouldn’t do whatever you wanted anyway.
“…Do as you please.”
Interesting taste. Woo Tae-seon muttered, then burst into laughter.
“You’re impatient.”
“…”
“Both you and me.”
His awkward laughter contained deep satisfaction. I didn’t join in his laughter. That wasn’t a term that could bind Woo Tae-seon and me together.
I was different from Woo Tae-seon with his erect dick. I wasn’t desperate to spread my legs.