# Chapter 19
Kim Pyeonghwa sat on top of me under the blanket, holding one of my wrists with one hand and wrapping my waist with the other as he tilted his neck and overlapped his lips with mine. As he gently sucked on my lower lip with such boldness, I couldn’t help but tightly close my eyes.
Tap-tap, as if telling me to quickly open my mouth, Kim Pyeonghwa touched my firmly closed lips with his tongue. The moment I let my guard down, he relentlessly penetrated between my parted lips and stirred inside my mouth as he pleased. His hot tongue wildly swam around my mouth, grazing my teeth one by one as if checking them, then tickling the roof of my mouth.
I found it hard to breathe from the intense kiss that felt like I was being devoured. Kim Pyeonghwa was like a beast starved for kisses.
“Mmph…”
Noticing my struggle, Kim Pyeonghwa slightly pulled away his lips. Between our lips, saliva stretched as if it might break. Exhaling a heavy breath, I slowly opened my eyes and stared, entranced, at his eyes visible between our touching noses.
How long did we gaze blankly at each other like that? Kim Pyeonghwa, who had been staring at me without a word, shifted to the opposite angle and overlapped his lips once more. Unlike before when he had attacked ferociously, he now kissed me more carefully and affectionately, as if considering me. My mouth, already hot from the fever, grew sweetly hotter as Kim Pyeonghwa bit and sucked on it.
We spent a long time exploring only each other’s lips like that.
This is insane.
As soon as Kim Pyeonghwa left the room, I tore at my hair.
This is crazy. Crazy. Insane! Aaaaargh. I must be out of my mind! My thoughts, which had momentarily paused, began moving again, and only then could I realize how insane what I’d done was.
“Arrrgh. Gu Haejin, you shot-in-the-head idiot!”
What was I thinking? Why on earth did I k-k-kiss with that Kim Pyeonghwa guy?! I should have kicked him off immediately when he pounced on me, you idiot!
The root of the problem was that I froze from shock. Yeah, fine, kissing is nice. I’m not some inexperienced fool who’s never kissed before—I’m 26 years old, so I know everything there is to know. But the problem is that I kissed a man! I kissed a man!! Same XY chromosomes! A man with the same thing hanging down there!! And we did it sooooo intensely… It was undeniably a deep kiss… *sob*!
Kim Pyeonghwa was seriously good at kissing. He had such amazing kissing skills that I, a man, couldn’t gather my thoughts and found myself craving more. I even thought I wanted him to do it more, so I’m truly insane. Having become properly aroused just from a kiss, I felt an unprecedented despair.
“Fuuuuuuuuck!”
I kicked my feet inside the blanket, performing a genuine blanket kick. But why did that guy suddenly kiss me? Has he gone crazy? Weren’t we supposed to be incompatible?!
“…What are you doing?”
“Gasp.”
I was having a fit, punching the bed, when Kim Pyeonghwa appeared, and I froze in that position like a statue. He was looking at me with a frown, holding what appeared to be my uniform and bag. Ah, shit. That unnecessarily handsome face. Amid all that, what caught my eye was definitely… his crimson lips that I had just been biting and licking. Those touched my lips…
Stop it. Stop it, Gu Haejin!
“Change your clothes. You should have that much strength.”
“Uh…”
“Or should I help you change?”
“Absolutely not!”
I snatched my uniform from Kim Pyeonghwa’s hand like the wind. Then, moving with the agility of someone who didn’t seem sick at all, I quickly ran into the bathroom. C-change my clothes? Crazy… Are you crazy?! My face in the mirror was red. Damn it. This is all because of that kiss earlier!
With a tearful expression, I slowly began to take off my top.
Fuck. I just wanted to disappear. The kiss with him that kept overlapping in my mind was killing me. No matter how I thought about it, I must have lost my mind at that moment.
What’s annoying, though, is that I seem to be the only one making a fuss about it. The one who initiated it is so calm, so why am I the only one like this? It felt like I was losing somehow, which made me indignant. Huffing, I changed into my uniform and left the bathroom with the most indifferent expression I could muster.
Kim Pyeonghwa still hadn’t noticed my presence. He was seriously staring at something from my bag. Looking at what he was examining… Wait. Isn’t that my vitamin?!
“Kim Pyeonghwa?”
At my voice, Kim Pyeonghwa tore his eyes from my vitamin and raised his face. For a moment, I flinched. His eyes had turned ice cold.
What is it? What is it now? Don’t tell me he’s coveting my vitamins?!
“Gu Haejin.”
“What.”
“Stop lying and answer me. What is this?”
Seeing his condition, which seemed somewhat angry, I had to tilt my head in confusion. What’s there to lie about regarding my vitamins? It’s my precious rare item.
“Can’t you see? It’s a vitamin.”
“……”
“It’s important to me, so don’t touch it carelessly.”
I’m the only one who’s going to eat it! So don’t think about taking it.
I answered firmly. Kim Pyeonghwa’s face crumpled like paper. Ha… A bitter laugh burst from his lips as he dropped the vitamin from his hand. Hmm. Maybe I was being too petty. But since I hadn’t tasted such a delicious vitamin in recent times, I couldn’t help being stingy. I put the vitamin back in my bag with a small smile. I should leave now.
“Um… Kim Pyeonghwa? I’m going to go now. Anyway, thanks for taking care of me for three days while I was struggling.”
Although my fever hadn’t completely subsided and I still felt weak, I gave my heartfelt thanks to Kim Pyeonghwa, who was standing in front of the door, as my body felt much better than when I first opened my eyes. Getting caught in the rain and collapsing was his fault in a way, but it was also Kim Pyeonghwa who had nursed me while I was sleeping.
Ah, it feels a bit like giving someone a disease and then offering the cure…
Thud!
Huh?
Just as I was about to pass by him, Kim Pyeonghwa grabbed my wrist. Of course, my steps had to come to an abrupt halt.
“…What?”
“Gu Haejin.”
“Yeah. Tell me.”
“Gu Haejin… Gu Haejin…”
Why does this guy keep calling my name over and over? Just tell me what you want!
I was about to lose my patience and get irritated.
Whoosh-
…!
As he suddenly pulled my arm, I ended up in Kim Pyeonghwa’s arms just like that.
What the fuck?
I couldn’t help but laugh in disbelief at the position of my face buried in his broad chest. Regardless, Kim Pyeonghwa embraced me even more tightly. As if desperately holding onto something.
“I’ll kill them. I’ll kill them.”
Shivers ran down my spine at Kim Pyeonghwa’s vicious voice.
Kill them…! Did you hate me that much that you’re making death threats, you bastard!
“I’ll kill that bastard god who made your fate so fucked up.”
My expression turned unbearably sour at these words I had never heard before.
What are you talking about, you idiot.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
