Chapter 65
“When I looked at it… I did think it was sexy. But now, it might have been okay if it were a little smaller…”
The saltiness lingering on his tongue made that moment even more vivid. Propping his elbow under Jiin’s armpit, he pressed his chest against him. With only the glans barely inserted, his lower body remained still.
He was extremely careful not to stimulate the connected area below. Like someone worried that if he went just a little deeper, something might go wrong with Jiin’s body.
Jiin wiped the sweat hanging from his nose tip with the back of his hand. When he pulled his neck for a kiss, their dry lips stuck together stickily. His entire body glistened with sweat, yet only his lips were parched dry. Jiin’s mouth was dry too.
He murmured with their foreheads pressed together.
“I don’t want to hurt you. I hope hyung… doesn’t feel pain.”
Because he had inserted while kneeling with his thighs spread apart, Jiin’s two legs were spread on either side of his torso. With his lower back slightly lifted off the ground, Jiin narrowed the space between his knees and squeezed his sides.
And he playfully rubbed their pressed foreheads left and right.
“You’re probably… quite hurt right now too?”
“But this feels much… better. For me…”
Even while wanting to push his desire while making him immobile. Jiin felt pity for this twenty-year-old fighting against the pleasure of inserting his cock into another person’s body for the first time.
He embraced and pulled his back. Not just the cock inside his body, but his entire body pressed against him was like a fireball. Rubbing his nose and lips against the warm ear, he whispered.
“It’s the same for me. There’s a slight… burning sensation, but that’s not all.”
“……”
“So slowly… try moving…”
His sleek body made of large and small curves slowly moved forward, as if swaying in gentle waves.
“Yes, while moving, little by little… hah, hng… li-little by little deeper… in…”
He would shallowly push in then withdraw more than that, and the next moment penetrate slightly deeper than before. He never rushed. As he said himself, he had tremendous persistence.
The oil that had pooled inside Jiin and the oil applied to his cock pushed against each other, coating the dry inner walls with viscosity. The motion of slipping out then shallowly thrusting gradually became smoother.
“Hah, hah… hah.”
Each time the explosively swollen glans lightly touched a certain point, Jiin lifted his chin with breath that seemed like he’d choke. Clawing at his back with his left hand while covering his face with his right.
“Hyung, does it hurt? Is it because it hurts?”
He pulled down the hand covering his face. Yet this time he didn’t stop the movement below.
Pulling his firm buttocks back, then entering while creating flexible flow in his waist and back, he… looked quite like a man having sex. Each time his waist lowered and his buttocks tightened, the waves created by that body surged into Jiin’s interior, and those reverberations created trembling. It was Jiin’s first time putting someone’s cock inside his body and being shaken by that person’s strength.
“Mmm, hah… hah. Hah.”
Jiin’s eyes, soaked and disheveled, found his lips and licked with his tongue.
“No… quick-ly… there, more, rub it… it’s torment… hng.”
His cock suddenly thrust deep.
It was bold force like tearing dense stitching apart.
But still not everything had entered. The scrotum wasn’t hitting between the buttocks, and his pubic hair wasn’t felt around the junction area. Still far to go.
It wasn’t even strong force. Just quickly shaking his waist back and forth, with the base of the cock still remaining outside the anus, it wasn’t the kind of insertion where the pelvis would pound against the groin.
But it was enough to scrape that maddening spot.
“Hah, hah! Stop… st-stop…”
The insufficiency that had been tantalizingly almost giving in, and the rush racing toward climax, were equally tormenting.
It felt unmanageable. Like he’d become strange. So he wanted to stop, yet hoped he would ignore his attempts to stop and drive him to the end. As promised.
The mattress’s moaning that had been creaking in time with his panting thrusts suddenly quieted. He swallowed his severely disheveled breathing and swept Jiin’s hair back.
“Hyung is. Erect right now.”
“Hah, hng. Hah…”
Jiin let out sob-like breathing and looked down below. Making his pleas to stop meaningless, just as he said, the cock was rigidly erect and slightly floating above the lower abdomen. It was expansion close to maximum.
“I’ll sit you up.”
Hands dug under his back. Two arms firmly embraced Jiin and sharply pulled him up.
“Hah!”
As soon as the position changed and he sat on his thighs, the remaining base of the cock was thrust deep by Jiin’s weight.
“Ahh, ah…”
The pain of being forcibly spread was swallowed by the heat that had been racing toward climax until just before. He tried to grab his shoulders to support his body, but he firmly caught Jiin’s hands and pulled them down. Then he tightly wrapped his arms around Jiin’s entire torso including both arms.
He didn’t thrust up strongly. But even the coaxing, soothing swaying motion made his whole body whine. When he rose to his knees, excited and heaving, Jiin’s body was carried up with him. That didn’t seem difficult for him.
His lips took in a large area around the areola. Sucking the entire flesh with slurping sounds, then biting just the swollen nipple with his lips and squeezing hard.
“Ahhh, hah… hah! Hah!”
Jiin ejaculated while tilting his head back as far as possible and shaking it wildly from side to side.
He wanted to thrash about and release the pleasure of ejaculation, but couldn’t because of the arms holding him tightly.
“I’m going crazy… I said I’m going crazy! Inside… hng, inside keeps…”
No matter how much he struggled, he couldn’t escape. He had no choice but to face this pleasure head-on.
That this wasn’t frustration for him, but rather relief. Jiin had to acknowledge this after actually experiencing it.
“I know. You’re writhing tremendously. It’s like hyung is choking me.”
Clenching his molars tightly, he continued speaking with difficulty, chewing and spitting each word through his teeth. Not sparing Jiin who was struggling from post-ejaculation sensitivity, he continued to thrust up shallowly and quickly, as if grinding below.
“Can’t, can’t do it… ah! There, stop pressing there… ah… hng! Hah!”
“Just a little… just a little more… sorry, hyung… really, you don’t hate it, right? Hyung… sorry… Jung Jiin…”
Jung Jiin, Jung Jiin…
His final voice before ejaculation seemed less like calling Jiin’s name hoping for an answer, and more like repetition to not forget the name.
His semen felt through the weak mucous membrane of the inner walls was hot like tears that had just flowed from the eyes. Like the saltiness of his sweat, it was a vividness that characterized that moment.
With his upper body firmly bound by him, Jiin looked down below. Conversely, he looked up while they frantically entangled and sucked each other’s tongues like animals.
Heat was still boiling on his face. The cock filling his body was still hot too. When he slightly lifted Jiin’s waist to create a gap between the cock and anal entrance, traces of their lovemaking mixed with oil and semen leaked out from the crotch. It was an unbearably strange sensation.
This was sex. The real sex that his instincts had craved and his reason had turned away from.
It felt like being pushed forward while leaving something behind. Both refreshing and sorrowful. Instead of thoughts digging in, Jiin slid his tongue into his mouth. Gentle, but gradually intensifying suction drew everything in. In the most tender deep place, his was hardening again.
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When Jiin opened his eyes while lying face down, dark blue dawn was brightening through the gaps in the shutter slats.
“……”
The space beside him that came directly into view was empty. Even before properly recognizing his absence, languid heaviness rushed over his back, waist, and lower body. These were traces of the intense sex that had continued until just a few hours ago.
“You must be tired… why are you awake already?”
At the husky low voice, he turned his body to look back.
He was sitting on a chair in front of a small table next to the wardrobe. Leaning his back against the wall while looking this way, his face showed no trace of sleepiness. It was impossible to know how long he’d been awake.
Jiin supported himself on the sheet and sat up.
“I should go now.”
Jiin’s voice was also locked tight and cracked.
“I need to prepare for work too… and I didn’t contact them about staying out overnight.”
While adding long excuses even though he hadn’t tried to hold him back saying to stay longer, he threw off the sheet and got up.
For the first few minutes, it was difficult to properly put strength in his lower body. Just standing made the pelvic area ache as if the bottom would fall out. He tried his best to act fine because he didn’t want to look pathetic, but couldn’t completely hide the discomfort. For a first experience, he had overdone it.
While preparing to return with help from him who watched with pitying eyes, the two barely conversed.
When he had said he wanted to spend the holiday together, Jiin had promised exactly one day only. Nothing more than that.
Yesterday, which had been just one day, such things happening was unexpected. But even though they’d become people who had sex, he had no intention of changing the promise.
Nothing had changed. He was still someone who would leave Paeli in a few days.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
