#20
“Mmm…”
He felt the dazzling brightness. Yeoul gently opened his eyes as if drawing back curtains. He could see the high ceiling. And when he turned his head slightly, he saw the window with its curtains drawn back. Beyond the bare tree branches, he could see the blue sky and sunlight. For a moment, it was so clear he mistook it for an autumn sky.
Yeoul, who had been lingering in drowsiness for a while, wriggled his stiff body. He could feel his bare skin brushing against the sheets, as if he wasn’t wearing anything. And his waist and the inside of his buttocks hurt terribly. Why did it hurt like this? The question was brief as the moment when he became one with Eun Sajun yesterday came vividly to mind.
“Huk!”
Yeoul looked to the side as if having a seizure. Instead of Eun Sajun, he saw an empty pillow and blanket. It seemed he had gotten up before him. For now, he felt relieved. He didn’t have the courage to face him directly in this situation without any mental preparation. But it didn’t seem like he could keep lying there, so just as he was about to get up from the bed.
“Ah.”
His waist burned with pain. At the same time, the moment when Eun Sajun’s member was inserted came to mind. It had seemed so monstrous and hideous that he wondered if it could even enter him, but in the end, his body that had swallowed it was amazing. The sensation of the semen sprayed inside his belly also came back vividly. It felt like a snake rummaging through his insides.
“Ha…”
The problem was he hadn’t been able to check the code. Instead, he had received plenty of it in his belly.
This really isn’t right…
Yeoul, fallen into despair, grabbed his head with both hands. Yeojin was probably suffering under Shin Taeon’s surveillance right now, while he seemed relatively comfortable, which didn’t sit well with him. But you can’t get full from the first spoonful.
“I’ll have to watch carefully from now on. That’s the only way.”
“What are you going to watch carefully?”
Startled by the voice that came like an ambush, Yeoul’s gaze turned to that direction. Eun Sajun, neatly dressed in homewear, entered through the door. In his hands was a black box.
Huk. Startled, Yeoul tried to sit up abruptly, but due to the rushing pain, he slowly got up instead.
“I’m getting curious about what you want to see.”
Eun Sajun sat beside Yeoul with an elegant smile. His gaze was fixed on Yeoul, looking at him as if licking him. So Yeoul felt as if his breath was being cut off.
“Why do you hesitate to answer?”
Eun Sajun continued his question while stroking Yeoul’s hair.
“Why is it difficult for you to answer?”
Though it was a languid touch, it was full of urgency. Faced with his continued interrogation, Yeoul hesitated about how to respond before opening his mouth.
“CEO-nim’s face.”
For Yeoul, who was at the edge of a cliff, there was no appropriate answer. He thought it was a reasonably appropriate choice, but after saying it, he regretted it, wondering if it was too much. Wouldn’t he think of him like a stalker?
“Haha…”
But contrary to Yeoul’s concerns, Eun Sajun’s eyes curved like crescents. Then he removed his hand that had been touching Yeoul’s hair and began laughing heartily.
“Hahaha!”
The wave-like laughter didn’t stop to the point where it hurt his ears. Yeoul got goosebumps from that madness.
“Ha, how cute, baby.”
Eun Sajun soon stopped laughing. And he held out the box he was carrying to Yeoul.
“Take this.”
“Huh? What is it…?”
Yeoul suddenly remembered what he had said yesterday about fitting a ring for him. But he wouldn’t know his finger size yet, and looking at the box size, it was too big to be a ring case. Yeoul opened the lid with puzzlement.
He could see a glossy screen. It was so mirror-like that Yeoul’s features were clearly visible.
“This is the new phone our baby will use from now on.”
“Yes… Th… Thank you.”
Even though he had committed the atrocity of smashing his existing phone with a rock because of this phone, he had to express gratitude on the surface. Yeoul touched the screen with a heavy heart. And he went into the contacts app including messages.
A number set as “Our Jagi♥” was saved.
“Wh… What is this?”
At the embarrassingly set name, Yeoul’s cheeks burned hot.
“It’s my number.”
Eun Sajun looked proud.
“B-but why did you… set the name like this?”
“This is also one of the emotional connections for natural pregnancy. When we’re apart from each other, if we contact each other with names set like this, how much closer would we feel? Me too.”
After explaining calmly, he took out his own phone and opened the contacts app to show him.
Our Jagi♥
His was set the same way too. Yeoul’s reddened face heated up even more. Even if it was for having a baby, wasn’t this too much? It felt like he was dating him, which made his heart flutter even more. He couldn’t meet his eyes anymore and just focused on fiddling with the new phone.
Looking at the contacts app, there were no other people’s numbers besides Eun Sajun’s. Eun Sajun also glanced at the screen Yeoul was looking at and continued speaking.
“Only my phone number is saved in that phone.”
“Ah…”
“I tried to restore your existing phone, but they said it was absolutely impossible.”
“Yes…”
It seemed that while he was unconscious, Eun Sajun had attempted phone forensics. As a result, it was fortunate that the recovery failed. It was worth smashing it hard with the rock.
“So you’ll have to save other people’s numbers again. I’m sorry for the trouble.”
“N-no. The phone breaking couldn’t be helped.”
Yeoul answered awkwardly while feeling relieved. However, he decided not to save anyone’s number. The numbers were in his head, and records could remain and be traced unnecessarily. The only worry was whether Shin Taeon had contacted him after he smashed the phone with the rock yesterday. With that personality, he absolutely couldn’t stand being cut off from contact.
“Why, are you uncomfortable somewhere?”
“No… I’m not.”
It seemed Yeoul’s brow had furrowed without him knowing.
“Our baby, if you have any troubles, speak comfortably.”
Eun Sajun showed caring consideration while touching Yeoul’s cheek. Yeoul felt warm heat from his touch. But… Yeoul felt his already reddened face burning even hotter.
“But why have you been calling me that since earlier?”
“What?”
“B… Baby…”
He was already an adult, but being called that felt excessive and embarrassing. The term “jagi” was already hard to bear, but being called baby was truly driving him crazy.
“Haha. You looked like a baby when you were in my arms last night? That’s why I called you that.”
“What?”
Last night, with his first experience of such an act, his body became unlike his own, losing all control functions, and he cried and made a fuss the whole time. Moreover, he seemed to have sweated quite a bit, so he must have been a mess. He couldn’t understand at all what about that was baby-like.
“How’s your body?”
Soon his hand groped and fondled Yeoul’s waist.
“Ah.”
Feeling pain, Yeoul moaned and pulled his body back slightly.
“Does it hurt a lot?”
“No, no it doesn’t.”
Yeoul tried hard to deny it. He didn’t know what kind of impulsive action he might take if he said it hurt.
“Oh my. It must hurt a lot. Lie on your stomach. I’ll give you a massage.”
Despite Yeoul’s efforts, Eun Sajun was trying to show unnecessary kindness.
“No… No. I’m really fine.”
Yeoul refused, feeling burdened. But Eun Sajun grabbed Yeoul’s shoulders like a hunting beast and pushed him forward. As a result, Yeoul’s face was buried deep in the bed sheets.
“Huh?”
Flustered, Yeoul tried to get up. But Eun Sajun’s heavy body climbed on top of Yeoul. He was like a beast.
“Stay still. If we don’t properly loosen your waist, it’ll be a big problem.”
Soon his hands began fondling and massaging Yeoul’s waist. He said it was a massage, but his touch felt somewhat suggestive.
“Just fainting after doing it once, we really need to build up your stamina. Let’s increase the frequency of knotting from now on.”
“What?”
Yeoul was shocked. Wasn’t that normally the end of it? Knotting multiple times? At his statement like a bolt from the blue, Yeoul was astounded. He had heard somewhere that knotting was difficult, but the physical exhaustion was beyond imagination. If they did it multiple times, his body wouldn’t survive.
Thinking about the sex that would continue with him in the future felt too overwhelming. No, wait, that meant there would be more opportunities to see his member. Yeoul thought he really needed to check the code as soon as possible, even if it was just one day sooner. Gradually, Eun Sajun’s touch became stronger.
Perhaps because of that stimulation, memories from last night came to Yeoul like flashes. They were embarrassing memories that made him want to run away and gave him goosebumps.
At that moment.
‘Yeoul, does it feel good?’
His voice calling his name came to mind.
Huh? Yesterday he thought he had heard nonsense, but thinking about it now, it was too vivid. But there was no way Eun Sajun would know his real name… Yeoul turned his head to look at his face. His eyes met directly with Eun Sajun’s.
“What’s wrong?”
“No… Nothing… I…”
Yeoul turned his head again to face forward. Soon Eun Sajun’s hand slid smoothly along Yeoul’s spine, caressing his back.
“Did you perhaps remember what I said last night?”