Chapter 205
I felt like releasing something. But it wasn’t semen. What was this? Fear surged through me at this unfamiliar sensation. Oblivious to my distress, Luwen continued sucking my tongue as if trying to pull it out.
“Mmph! Mmm!”
I hit his shoulders and tried pushing him away, but he showed no signs of letting go. While I panicked, unable to do anything, it finally happened.
My entire body seemed to contract before uncontrollable spasms overtook me. My inner walls clenched tightly around Luwen’s cock.
This briefly halted his movements, but he firmly held me in place as I trembled and began thrusting again. He would pull out completely, then enter again, stretching me open before I could tighten.
Each time, transparent fluid spurted from my cock—pyu, pyut. But it definitely wasn’t semen. It felt like climaxing, but I wasn’t ejaculating.
‘What… is this… What am I…’
My vision flashed. My toes curled. The moment of climax continued relentlessly. Instead of the usual post-ejaculation fatigue, my body seemed to become even more sensitive and heated.
“Lu, aahh, Luwen, no, no, haaah- ah, ah!”
My pronunciation slurred.
“Just a little, more. Just a little.”
Unaware of my condition, he mercilessly wielded his cock. The climax wouldn’t end. Tears streamed down my face at this intense pleasure I’d never experienced before. My mind went completely blank.
I wanted to scream, but my last shred of reason barely held me together as I covered my mouth with one hand. Yet I couldn’t endure against Luwen’s relentless thrusting.
“Mmph, nngh, ugh, ah!”
Luwen’s eyes were darker than usual, and the lust in them remained explicit. This didn’t seem like it would end soon.
“Stop, st-stop, aah, hic, Luwennnn…”
“Haah, please, Fei. Just a little more. I’ll finish quickly.”
Luwen rubbed his cheek against my chest, pleading adorably. How unfair of him to even call me by name.
But this couldn’t continue. I couldn’t take anymore.
“I, nngh, ugh, feel like, I’m dying. Please, let me rest for a moment. Please?”
The pleasure continued like a series of massive fireworks exploding one after another, making it impossible to endure. Desperate for a brief respite, I stroked Luwen’s head pleadingly.
“I’m, hic, still, climaxing… It’s strange, it won’t stop. I, I don’t know what to do…”
Even the carriage’s rocking, which had been teasing earlier, now felt cruel. Luwen, with sweat beading on his forehead, exhaled deeply and nodded.
“Alright. Let’s rest for a moment.”
“Yes, yes!”
I tried to straighten up to remove his inserted cock, but my trembling thighs had no strength. Even bracing against the carriage ceiling to shift my center of gravity didn’t help me rise. My body didn’t feel like my own.
“Ugh, Luwen…”
I finally asked for his help, but Luwen merely embraced me without withdrawing.
“Yes, Fei.”
“I need you to pull out to rest…”
“Isn’t this fine as it is?”
Bump! Bump, bump!
“Not at all- hic! Ah, nnngh…!”
Suddenly, the carriage shook repeatedly. My body bounced, causing unwanted thrusting to continue.
“Luwen, Lu, ahh, ugh, Luwen, aah, ah-!”
Bump bump! Bump!
I pleaded with Luwen for help amid the jostling, as if we were traversing a mountain path, but he just stared at me in a daze. Then his eyes flashed, and he suddenly changed position.
He laid me down on the narrow seat and lifted one of my legs over his shoulder. My other leg was trapped between the seat and Luwen, rendering me immobile.
“Lu, Luwen?”
“I’m sorry. I can’t hold back anymore.”
“I’m not, not yet, ah! Aaaah! Hnngh!”
Luwen wrapped his arm around my thigh and began thrusting. With his other hand, he rubbed my chest and played with my nipples. He gently pinched them between his thumb and index finger, then pressed with his nails. Simultaneously, he mercilessly pounded my insides.
My body rocked relentlessly. Before one climax could fade, another surged forth. I was being forcibly dragged to an unknown, distant place.
“Ah, ah, no, no, uhhh, I’m, go-going, to, haangh, ngh!”
My vision flickered. Luwen, focused entirely on me, was incomparably beautiful, but I finally understood what he meant when he said he might not be able to control himself. I could see why he had been so stubborn, why he had been wary of himself.
‘I really… might die from this…’
My breath caught in my throat. My eyes stung from crying so much, and I felt a burning heat in my stomach and hole.
“Hah, haah, aah, ughh…”
It felt like I was being devoured. No, perhaps I was already being devoured. Maybe Luwen was swallowing me whole as I melted in pleasure. Otherwise, the climax couldn’t possibly go on endlessly.
“Haah, huu, just a little, just a little more.”
I sobbed and shook my head. I want to rest. Let me rest. I’m sorry. Stop. I think I said such things, but all I could hear were fragments of words. The words were hidden among moans, making it impossible to understand what I was saying.
If even I couldn’t understand, Luwen certainly couldn’t either.
Thud-!
Luwen thrust to the hilt with such force that my head shook, then stopped.
“…Kuh.”
With a suppressed moan, something hot spread inside me. And simultaneously.
Splash-!
Liquid spurted from my cock. Hot fluid spattered on my chest and face.
‘…Wh-what is this? N-no way?’
No, right? It’s not what I think it is, right? But if not that, then what? It’s clearly not semen. Is it p-p-pee…
“Huu, hic, mmph, huhic…”
And in front of Luwen, of all people. Urinating during sex. What the hell. What is this. I broke down crying from embarrassment and despair.
“Oh. Fe, Fei. Are you alright?”
“Not at all, hic, n-not okay… It’s, it’s dirty. I’m sorry… sorry…”
I stopped Luwen from embracing me. I couldn’t soil him further. I had no idea how to clean up this mess.
Even amidst all this, my insides still tingled. The feeling of climax hadn’t receded, causing my body to spasm intermittently.
“What’s dirty? It’s not dirty at all.”
Luwen pulled me into his arms as I cried. He didn’t seem to mind at all that urine was getting on his stomach.
“But… I, this, to you, ugh, I didn’t want, to show, this side, of me…”
“What are you saying? You should only show this to me. And this isn’t urine.”
Luwen gently stroked my sweat-soaked hair and kissed my eyes. He rubbed my back as if soothing a crying child.
“Then what is it…”
“When a man feels too much pleasure, he can squirt water too. That’s why I find it even better. It means Fei felt extremely good. I could even lick it up—”
“Are you crazy? Don’t!”
“Yes, yes. I held back because I thought you’d react like this.”
Luwen softly creased his eyes and planted another kiss on my eye.
‘…What? Even after such an embarrassing display, he still finds me cute?’
My heart pounded as he gazed at me with loving eyes. I was already short of breath after such intense sex, and now feeling flustered on top of it was truly unbearable.
‘Come to think of it, there really isn’t an unpleasant smell.’
It really wasn’t urine, I suppose. Relieved that there was no odor, a question arose.
“By the way, Luwen. How did you know?”
“Pardon?”
“This. You said it wasn’t urine. How did you know that?”
I never gave Luwen such sex education. It was a field I wasn’t particularly interested in either, so I was curious how he knew something I didn’t.
“Well, that…”
Uncharacteristically flustered, Luwen darted his eyes around. His attitude suggested he was hiding something, so I narrowed my eyes and stared at him.
“What? Don’t tell me you…”
Was this not his first time? Did he already have experience?
If so, I could only imagine it happened during his academy days when we were apart. Otherwise, we were together every day. Unless he snuck out at night without my knowledge.
No, well… Even if Luwen did such things with someone else when we weren’t dating, I have no right to complain. I know that. I know, but… it still feels really bad.
“What are you thinking? I would never do such things with anyone but you—I mean, Fei.”
Luwen lightly flicked my forehead, not hard enough to hurt. My head tilted back slightly. I rubbed my forehead and looked at him with surprised eyes.
“Huh? What?”
“You are my first love and my last love. I’m not aroused by anyone but you.”
“Th-that’s the same for me.”
I continued rubbing my forehead and responded absently. Still in shock from Luwen’s playful flick, I blinked stupidly and realized I hadn’t properly heard his answer, so I asked again.
“So how did you know?”
“Obviously, I studied.”
He cleared his throat awkwardly as he replied.
That made sense. Quite some time had passed since we became lovers. It wouldn’t be strange if Luwen had been preparing for this day.
“But why did you try to hide it?”
It’s not like studying is something to be ashamed of. He could have just been upfront about it.
“Well, I wanted to impress you.”
“Ah…”
“But to think you’d doubt me. That’s too much.”
“Ugh… sorry.”
Luwen cutely pouted his lips before bursting into laughter. He roughly pulled me into his arms and showered kisses all over my face. I was bewildered by his sudden behavior, but it felt good, so I stayed still.
“By the way, Lu, mmph, Luwen, shouldn’t we have, mmmh, reached, our destination by now?”
My words kept breaking as he repeatedly kissed my lips.
“Ah. We passed the mansion a while ago.”
Alarmed by his nonchalant attitude, I slightly pulled back the curtain, then quickly shut it. The scenery outside was completely different from what I expected. We were driving through a forest.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
