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My turn. My turn to suck yours.
Taein quickly grasped the meaning and distorted his expression. Gu Wanjae seemed to want to return what he had received, but he had never wanted to receive such a thing in the first place. With his ears turning bright red, Taein said no way, shi. Then Taein immediately got up and staggered while grabbing the wall. It was because his vision went black from suddenly trying to stand up.
“Hey, be careful.”
Gu Wanjae grabbed Taein’s arm as if supporting him.
Taein brushed off his arm as if annoyed, but it wasn’t easy to move forward. Because Gu Wanjae was pressing his body close, it was difficult to even take a step.
“Hey, just…”
“Kang Taein.”
Taein only turned his eyes to look at Gu Wanjae.
“You’re going to step back one foot and leave? You should be a bit like that too.”
“What should be a bit like that?”
Taein asked back with an expression of disbelief. Up until now, only Gu Wanjae had received handjobs; he had never received a handjob from Gu Wanjae. Even when he came with his hands saying he would do it, he had never responded to it. What would he do by touching something that wouldn’t even get erect?
Handjobs between friends. He thought it was something he could do. That’s why he was doing it for Gu Wanjae too. But to entrust his body, he had too many flaws. A pathetic body that couldn’t even get erect, let alone ejaculate. How could an Omega bastard who couldn’t even function as a man despite being male respond to that proposal? Taein rejected Gu Wanjae’s intention this time too.
“I’m fine, so come out.”
“Hey, if only I have fun all the time, what meaning does that have?”
The sound of “if we’re friends, we should both feel good” was heard somewhat quietly.
Taein hesitated and stared at Gu Wanjae.
Shibal, what should I say? If he got angry or annoyed, he felt like he would become an even stranger guy. Taein coaxed Gu Wanjae in as gentle a tone as possible.
“Hey… I’m not really interested… and I don’t have physical discomfort like you do…? It’s okay… I’ll just accept the sentiment.”
“I don’t think so.”
Gu Wanjae lightly touched Taein’s buttocks. Taein was wearing gray sweatpants. Earlier, he had gone out and come back wearing only a thick jumper and summer pants. At the sensation of his buttocks being lightly brushed, Taein pulled his lower body back slightly.
“What are you doing?”
“There.”
Gu Wanjae lowered his eyes downward and lifted his chin slightly. His expression said for him to check it himself.
At the strange nuance, Taein brought his hand to the back and noticeably hardened his expression. Sometimes, when his underwear got severely wet, a damp feeling would remain on his pants too. He thought something was unusual, but he didn’t know it would be this wet like he had urinated.
While Taein was panicking, feeling around only his buttocks area, Gu Wanjae brought his face forward from the front.
“Hey, Kang Taein… I understand everything. I understand, and step back one foot and leave. Where is it that only you do it? You have to give me a chance to repay you too.”
“No, that’s repayment, ha.”
Even when words rose to his throat, he gave up midway. It wasn’t something he could explain in detail. To say his dick doesn’t get hard, that he’s pathetic, he couldn’t completely let go of his pride to say such things. Taein stroked his head with a frustrated face. Then, as if he had made up his mind, he bit his lower lip.
“Hey, even if you do it… anyway, I’m not feeling well right now.”
“What does that matter?”
“No, my body…”
Taein swallowed saliva mid-sentence and licked his lips with his tongue.
“Haah… hey.”
At the sound of calling him as if giving up, Gu Wanjae raised both eyebrows.
“Not feeling well means… ha… yeah, shibal.”
Taein, who had completely made up his mind, spoke in a resolute tone.
“I can’t cum like you.”
“What?”
“Forward. I can’t cum.”
“You can’t cum precum?”
At the innocent question, one of Taein’s eyes narrowed. But since he had already said it, what could he do? Taein nodded his head.
“Yeah. Is that enough?”
Taein briefly replied meaning to move aside and pushed Gu Wanjae’s body away.
“What do you mean you can’t cum? That you have no sensation at all?”
There was no malice in that question either. Taein wrinkled his brow and replied.
“Shibal, that’s not it.”
It was true that the sensation had become duller than before. If he shook it trying to cum somehow, it would hurt too. But as Gu Wanjae said, it wasn’t that he had no sensation at all. Taein, who had protected his last pride, looked Gu Wanjae straight in the eyes.
“Then.”
“……”
“You’re saying it feels good at least. Then we could just do it up to that point.”
Since it had been a while since he ejaculated, Gu Wanjae’s dick was gradually going down. Still, it was erect to the degree of a normal person’s erection. Taein unconsciously looked at Gu Wanjae’s dick then threw his gaze backward.
“Ha… really… persistent…”
“Hey, I told you. Is it friendship if only I feel good?”
Just because both of them indulge in sexual pleasure doesn’t feel like friendship either. Taein was about to argue against Gu Wanjae’s words but gave up. He wondered what more he could say in front of a friend who was trying to do something good for him. His pride was fucking hurt, but still, he had said that his dick doesn’t get hard. Then…
Taein irritably glared at Gu Wanjae who was touching his sweatpants.
“Hey, wait.”
“Why. I have to take them off first to do anything.”
“Who asked you to do it, ha. Hey. Wait, wait a minute.”
He stammered because he was flustered. It was a confrontation with Gu Wanjae who was trying to pull down his pants. He was looking at Gu Wanjae while gripping a handful of the elastic part of his pants. He had the intention to pretend to feel it with his dick, but not right now. He planned to accept Gu Wanjae’s sincerity after washing and changing his underwear. Right now, shibal.
“Shibal…”
“Wow… shi, fucking awesome.”
“What’s awesome… you bastard… do you want to die…”
Because Gu Wanjae had stripped off his pants just like that, Taein’s dick was exposed. His trunks were also stripped off at once, leaving no time to stop it. Taein’s pride was hurt again because of Gu Wanjae saying it was awesome. It seemed like he was making fun of his soaked trunks. The slick fluid that had dripped long from his buttocks was exposed as it was. Taein turned his head with a reddened face.
“Shibal… fucking…”
“Are you embarrassed? You bastard. You’ve seen this kind of thing several times. You don’t need to worry.”
Taein felt even more hurt by the clumsy comfort. More precisely, he was embarrassed.
Taein had been wavering since he sucked Gu Wanjae’s dick earlier. It was because the pheromones filling the space also affected his emotions. Eventually, Taein, who was awkwardly pressed against the wall, covered his eyes and sat on the floor.
“Shibal… I… went to the bathroom… came back… even if I did… shibal…”
Sometimes emotions are like explosives. Taein couldn’t hold back the bursting tears and crudely pressed both eyes. Everything came rushing at once. Confessing that he doesn’t get hard, getting his crotch wet while sucking his friend’s dick, even getting caught doing it. Gu Wanjae, who stared blankly at the face with a single stream flowing down, said “hey” and removed Taein’s hands. Then he wiped those tears himself.
“Why… what… why are you crying…?”
“I… bathroom… went and… came back… even if I did…”
It was roughly saying isn’t it okay to do it after going to the bathroom and coming back, I’m annoyed that you caught me. Gu Wanjae said “ah” and nodded his head. While doing so, he continued to wipe Taein’s face.
“I’ll show you me cumming too, then.”
“Shibal… that kind… ugh…”
“Hey… it’s not embarrassing… if this is embarrassing, should I die?”
“You’re shi… bal…”
“Me who did all kinds of shows with my dick in front of you.”
“That’s shibal… if you’re a healthy man…”
“No, I also asked you to do it for me despite the embarrassment. Because my dick hurt first.”
“……”
Even though he hadn’t shed more than a few drops of tears, both sides of his eyelashes were thoroughly wet. As if that was fascinating, Gu Wanjae’s gaze wouldn’t leave. Something useless but fucking long.
Gu Wanjae licked his mouth with his tongue and put his hand on Taein’s inner thigh.
“So Kang Taein… don’t worry about it… dicks aren’t embarrassing either…”
While saying that, Gu Wanjae brought his hand inward and touched Taein’s cock from the front, tapping lightly. It was a cock of a completely different color from his own. Unlike his own dark cock despite having no experience, Taein’s cock were lightly reddish as if never touched by hand. There was almost no body hair, so his testicles and the base of his cock were visible as they were. Gu Wanjae, who held the cock with his hand, gently shook it.
“Hey… yours is handsome too.”
“…stop talking nonsense… ah…”
Although Taein had returned to his usual expression, he made an “ah” sound when Gu Wanjae shook his dick. It wasn’t a big stimulation, but since it was being touched by another person’s hand, the sensation was new. Taein, who put his head against the wall, closed his eyes. It wasn’t because he was feeling it intensely. It was because of emotional problems. Even in that moment of showing tears, he was embarrassed to show such a state in front of Gu Wanjae, and even now he was embarrassed to have his legs half-spread with his dick exposed. Moreover, no matter how much his dick was touched, it seemed to have little reaction.
“…ah…”
“Kang Taein, spread your legs a bit.”
“What… why…”
Taein, who opened his eyes, made eye contact with Gu Wanjae who was right in front of him.
“I’ll make it feel better.”
“…it’s fine… so…”
Taein wiped his reddened eyes. Whether he said it was fine or not, Gu Wanjae was subtly grabbing and spreading Taein’s inner thighs. Right now, Gu Wanjae only had the thought of making Taein feel good. He felt that way, the fire in his friend’s sorrowful heart would be extinguished.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
