Of course, it wouldn’t matter much. Anyway, Woo Tae-seon would say what he wants to say whether I answer or not. But I hadn’t expected these words.
“Shall we have sex?”
It was said in a casual voice, like asking “What do you want to eat?” In the quiet stillness, the page Woo Tae-seon was turning flipped over.
Sex. I had been constantly watching for signs, desperately wanting to avoid that one thing. I tried not to go against him in any way, fearing that if things went slightly wrong, our relationship might break.
It was something I couldn’t avoid no matter how much I closed my eyes, turned my head, or struggled. It was hard to accept that all my efforts had been completely useless.
“What are you doing?”
This wasn’t literally asking what I was doing, but rather why I wasn’t undressing yet. Having grown accustomed to such situations, I would usually obediently remove my clothes at his slightest gesture, so perhaps Woo Tae-seon’s confusion was a natural response.
My traitorous feet promptly carried me to him.
I knelt obediently beside Woo Tae-seon like a dog waiting for its master’s touch. Perhaps this was better. At least I could hide my expression from him.
“Don’t resist.”
His extended index and middle fingers tapped my cheek. Though only two fingers were extended now, I was overcome with fear that they might become five at any moment, terrified that the warning would only come once, and everything went dark before my eyes.
With trembling hands, I undid Woo Tae-seon’s waistband. As I pulled down his underwear that clung tightly to his groin, the threatening shape of his dick, with its distinctly prominent contours, was revealed. It was a size too overwhelming for me to look at or hold.
As I gripped the thick dick with both hands and stroked up and down, the gap between my index finger and thumb gradually widened. I could feel and see the flesh in my grasp growing thicker and longer, gaining strength.
If someone asked whether this was completely unexpected, I couldn’t answer confidently. From the moment I saw another person’s dick, especially those of the same gender, and had to take it in my mouth, I actually sensed it. That the next destination might be somewhere else.
This was why I’d been responding more sensitively to his messages lately. It was like the instinctive alertness of prey in front of a predator. Perhaps I knew that time was closing in on me, as if I were surrounded.
“Now spread them.”
My movements froze at his voice, which dripped with satisfaction. I recalled the threatening advice that had lingered on my left cheek. I could almost hear a voice telling me to consider who would lose if I resisted.
Telling myself it would be fine since I’d done it before, I squeezed my eyes shut and opened my mouth. His firm tip slowly pushed in, grazing the tender flesh inside my lips.
It pressed down on the smooth roof of my mouth while pinning my tongue beneath it, preventing any movement. Even with just the thick head inside, there was already no space left in me.
Seeing that there was still a length equivalent to the width of both my hands remaining, I tightly closed my eyes and inserted it bit by bit, very slowly.
“You must really like the taste of dick.”
I had no opportunity to react promptly, and even if I wanted to answer, I couldn’t with Woo Tae-seon’s dick filling my mouth. If anything, that was fortunate.
“Ghh, gup…”
Even though I was the one swallowing rather than him inserting it, his dick boasted a ferocious size that felt like it was being stuffed all the way to my throat.
It was too much to handle, but I swallowed my tears, suppressed the pain, and sucked hard. The best I could manage was barely squeezing the tight column in my mouth and rubbing it slightly with my tongue.
“I told you to spread your legs, why are you sucking my dick?”
…Ah. Only then did I realize I had done something stupid.
Woo Tae-seon’s voice from earlier echoed back. You must really like the taste of dick. It seemed he wasn’t just trying to humiliate me.
“Once you’ve tasted it, you want to keep eating it, right? It keeps coming to mind?”
That’s how it was for me too. His pleased laughter and the abnormal sensation constricted my breathing so much that I couldn’t regain my senses.
“Do you like this that much? You’re completely out of it.”
Woo Tae-seon calmly stated the falsehood as if it were fact. It wasn’t me frantically sucking with wild eyes.
Despite clearly knowing it was he who was rubbing his dick against my stiffened tongue and thrusting into my tightly constricted throat, Woo Tae-seon remained shameless.
“Hgh, kuh, hurk.”
What had been a dry, parched act became wetter the longer it continued. The meaning was that the slurping sounds gradually grew louder. It felt like my airway was filling with the fishy scent of precum, but I didn’t have the courage to spit out the culprit.
I lacked courage. I wasn’t yet prepared for what would follow after the fellatio ended. I was too scared.
“Will you be okay?”
With that kind voice and a hand slowly stroking my hair, I looked up at Woo Tae-seon through my tear-blurred eyes.
“Shouldn’t we loosen you up?”
A soft sensation touched my buttocks. It was undoubtedly the toe of a slipper that had come between my thighs as I knelt. The gentle foot slowly traced from my crotch down to my soft testicles.
I couldn’t tell whether the tears flowing were from his dick pressing deep against my uvula or from the fear I had consumed so much of.
“Hurk. Hup.”
“If it feels tight, it’s good for me, but…”
Woo Tae-seon knew how to move me effectively. He remarkably understood the fastest way to make me respond in the current situation. And he very easily led me in the direction he wanted.
“Ghuh.”
Even while gasping for breath, I didn’t spit out what was stretching my lips taut, and my trembling fingers were fumbling behind me—that made it clear.
This time, Woo Tae-seon was right.
I clung to Woo Tae-seon desperately, like a lost traveler who had found an oasis in the desert. I rubbed my face against his groin even more frantically, as if I had nothing else.
I was so scared. Could I fit this into my lower part, which was already tightening painfully from just three fingers? I became too anxious to make calm judgments.
While I was earnestly working to loosen my tightly constricted opening with my mouth still around Woo Tae-seon’s dick, doing everything he ordered, it was Woo Tae-seon who pushed me away.
“Still, I won’t finish in your mouth.”
With my mouth still open, unable to close it even after his large dick had withdrawn, leaving a numbing sensation inside, I looked up blankly at Woo Tae-seon. At Woo Tae-seon who was acting as if he was soothing me, who was frantically clinging to him with my body heated.
“It’s your first time.”
Despite the kind voice, there was a massive erection throbbing between Woo Tae-seon and me. No, what didn’t match the current situation wasn’t this, but rather Woo Tae-seon’s gentle demeanor.
Woo Tae-seon lifted me up very lightly and placed me on his abdomen.
‘Sit here.’
He finally placed me on top of it.
My legs naturally spread with Woo Tae-seon in the middle, which caused my buttocks to spread as well. A blunt column tapped against my body between them. Woo Tae-seon took my stiffened hand and guided it to his slick, saliva-covered dick.
I remembered that day with the wine bottle. The slow tempo classical music, the unusually cool atmosphere, the tension that had gripped me tightly, the pain that had continued to pressure me even after I’d broken down in tears, and even the smell of alcohol that made my head spin—I remembered it all.
Even the satisfied exclamation that had burst out at the end…
He rubbed my lower part with his hardened glans as if searching for the path. The small hole I had worked so hard to loosen earlier was tightly clenched again as if it had never been otherwise.
Even larger than the wine bottle that had been too much to handle, and unlike the smooth bottle, the thick column with bulging veins made me tremble even before it touched me.
Woo Tae-seon’s hand covered my faltering one. I didn’t need to look up in surprise. Naturally, our eyes met, his gaze soaked with lust that was boring into me.
“Do you want to put it in, teacher, or should I pierce you?”
Once again, the choices given to me seemed to have the same yet different outcomes. His choice of words made that clear. If I hesitated even slightly, if the wick of his patience, with its unknown remaining length, burned out, it felt like I would be penetrated immediately.
I, I’ll, I’ll do it. My voice crawled and still trembled. I released the strength from my stiffly held knees and slowly, very slowly, lowered myself.
“Ah, AH! Ah…”
It couldn’t be easy. The swollen glans was like a child’s fist. It was just big. Too big to even breathe normally. Without inhaling anything, all I could do was exhale as if I were about to expel everything inside me.
“Stop exaggerating.”
“Ahuk… No, NO!”
Woo Tae-seon’s hand came to my shoulder, and before I could struggle after noticing it, he pressed me down toward him. Crack.
“…!”
From the direct impact of the intense stimulus, I straightened from my tailbone to the top of my head in one go. Like a puppet rapidly pulled up by a string attached to its head, I had to stretch my body completely. The chandelier hanging from the ceiling appeared blurry. Only when I felt wetness running from my eyes down my cheeks did I realize tears were streaming down.
All I could do was tremble while frozen in that position, and a gentle hand slowly caressed my back.
“Breathe.”
“…herk.”
