Chapter 76
This voice was the maximum tenderness I could muster for a man right now.
By the way, Ryu Jeong-ha’s complexion looked different from usual. He must be really sick. No wonder such a frail kid looks so withered like a sick chicken when he doesn’t even eat properly.
I clicked my tongue inwardly. Buying medicine was indeed a good decision. I wasn’t overreacting.
“Hmm. You don’t have a fever.”
I used the excuse of checking for a fever to touch Ryu Jeong-ha’s forehead.
Is this too cliché a move? But how is it that even his forehead is so soft?
I couldn’t help but inwardly marvel at the sensation on my palm. After removing my hand from his forehead, a deep sense of lack seeped into my senses instead of satisfaction.
It’s not enough yet. I want to touch him more.
But now wasn’t the time to be fiddling around with a sick kid. We were still at school, and Ryu Jeong-ha wasn’t as comfortable with me as Shin Ji-ye yet. It was right to take a step back.
Still, I was bothered by the traces of someone else in Ryu Jeong-ha’s hands. If he said he liked me, he should only accept things from me.
“Don’t take that, eat what I give you. This is more effective.”
I took away the juice and medicine from Ryu Jeong-ha and instead handed him the snacks and medicine packet I had just bought.
“I’m going.”
That day, I went back to my apartment and immediately searched in detail about gay sex.
Although there was still a long way to go beyond kissing, it felt like the right timing somehow. A feeling that I shouldn’t delay any further from here. Anyway, it couldn’t hurt to trust my instincts.
At the same time, I felt rushed, worried that if I hesitated, someone else might snatch Ryu Jeong-ha away. It could even be a girl like Shin Ji-ye, not just a guy.
Anyway, I’ve kissed Ryu Jeong-ha, so I’m sure I feel stimulated by him. But how far can this go? I wanted to quickly confirm whether I could handle this or not.
My mind was scattered due to various emotions poking at my insides.
Now that we’re done with kissing, the next step is the problem. Can guys really have sex with each other?
Unless you’re originally gay, I’m not sure if I, who thought even the face of a man was nauseating, let alone a naked body, can do that with Ryu Jeong-ha, who is a man.
“Ah! What the hell is this?”
I was focused on searching when I automatically cursed at the gay porn filling my phone screen.
Man and woman. Trying to suddenly push two males into a brain that had never input anything other than this combination caused considerable repulsion.
I understand now that all acts are possible even when guys have sex with each other. It seems there are separate roles for the one who puts it in and the one who receives. Putting your dick in a gender other than female. Just watching the video doesn’t appeal to me at all.
But what if Ryu Jeong-ha is the one being penetrated?
“Hmm.”
This is hard to imagine too. Since Ryu Jeong-ha is a guy, would his body be firm? Or maybe he’d just feel skinny.
It wasn’t easy to think about these things regarding someone with the same equipment as me.
Ah, fuck it. I don’t know. It was difficult to make a decision just by digging through a few porn videos.
At least I’m sure I got turned on by the kiss. Rather than this kind of porn, if I try to progress a little more after kissing in reality, I think I’ll know whether sex is possible or not.
Maybe I should try getting him drunk.
Just then, a good idea came to mind.
Ryu Jeong-ha looked like someone who hardly ever drank alcohol. In other words, he’s the type who would get tipsy after just a few drinks, making it easy to make a move.
Yeah. Let’s get him drunk.
Having made up my mind, I put away the gay porn for now and just input a few theoretical contents into my head.
Then, I smoothly made plans to drink alone with Ryu Jeong-ha when the opportunity arose.
*
Before heading out to the meeting place, I checked the state of my hair and clothes. I had planned to go early and wait, but I wasted too much time looking in the mirror and ended up being a bit late.
What if Ryu Jeong-ha is already there waiting? I don’t want to make him wait. Especially on a day like today when I have such dark intentions, I should be extra nice from the start, but I’m about to lose points from the beginning.
“Damn it.”
I hurried my steps and easily found Ryu Jeong-ha in front of the meeting place.
The problem was that some tattooed pig was loitering in front of him.
“Enough, let’s stop. You look like a nerd who only studies. Looking like a pimp’s brother, you probably didn’t do it on purpose.”
“No. Didn’t you see him glaring at me? Where did you learn such bad manners?”
What are these bastards doing with him? Where do they get off causing trouble after drinking from early evening?
From what I could see, it seemed like they were picking a fight. Ryu Jeong-ha did look naive on the outside, making him perfect prey for bastards like that. I could guess the general situation even without seeing what happened before.
Anger suddenly surged up. I quickly approached where the tattooed pig and his companions were.
“I didn’t do it on purpose.”
“What? Speak clearly.”
“……”
“Hey! Are you ignoring me? What’s with that look?”
Before the pig bastard could touch Ryu Jeong-ha’s body again, I jumped out and grabbed the bastard’s arm, pushing it away.
“Come on, let’s use words if possible.”
“…Who the hell is this now?”
The pig bastard who had been cornering Ryu Jeong-ha until just now asked, glaring at me. What are you going to do if I look at you like that?
“Why are you messing with him?”
From what I can see, it seems like they just brushed past each other. Why are they causing trouble with a kid who’s just standing there?
The image of the bastard yelling at Ryu Jeong-ha just moments ago kept flashing before my eyes. I clenched my fist without realizing it.
I wanted to throw a punch and curse him out right away, but I held back for now. Thinking about it, if I beat someone up, Ryu Jeong-ha would definitely be scared.
I tend to think it’s okay to use violence when necessary (of course, limited to men. I never touch women), but for some reason, I didn’t want to show that side in front of Ryu Jeong-ha.
“What’s this, suddenly acting up, you little dick…”
As expected, these types don’t understand with just kind words.
“Didn’t you hear? I said you’re pissing me off, you fucking bastard.”
I pushed the pig bastard’s shoulder hard, applying pressure, and the bastard who felt the pain frowned.
“Why don’t we just pass by peacefully?”
“……”
If he caused trouble again this time, I was going to properly plant my fist in his face without mercy. However, as if his runaway mind had suddenly returned, the pig retreated lamely with his companions.
I didn’t bother to hold back the ones who were leaving. I came here to have a good time drinking with Ryu Jeong-ha today.
“Let’s go, Jeong-ha.”
And we had a lot of various processes to go through from now on. So I let those fuckers go without resistance.
My expectations of Ryu Jeong-ha were once again spectacularly off the mark.
Ryu Jeong-ha, whom I thought was a lightweight, drank well from the start, gulping down the alcohol. He eats side dishes well too, without being picky. Come to think of it, his body is thin, but he eats quite a lot.
What’s this? I thought he was just pretty, but he’s so manly and cool.
Moreover, he doesn’t dodge. Despite looking so gentle, he falls for every flirting attempt. He probably isn’t completely unaware of why I asked him to drink.
I’m glad we came to a room-type place. I can flirt with Ryu Jeong-ha to my heart’s content without worrying about others’ eyes.
As the alcohol kicks in, Ryu Jeong-ha becomes less shy than usual and more talkative. His reactions are big too. Whenever I say something, he nods his head vigorously and stares up at me. His eyes sparkle as if we’re alone in this bar.
“How many piercings do you have?”
“One on the right, two on the left, so three in total.”
See? Even now, he’s nodding his head with a face that looks amazed at such trivial talk.
“Want to see them up close?”
“Yeah.”
We naturally and quickly grew closer, borrowing the power of alcohol appropriately.
After Ryu Jeong-ha sat next to me, saying he wanted to look at my piercings, and I started seeing his face up close, it felt like the situation had completely flipped. My calm heart started pounding like crazy. It felt like someone was beating a drum inside my chest, my heart violently hitting my ribs.
How… how does he not have a single blemish on his skin? Not even acne scars. Is this possible for a man without special care?
Besides the fact that his skin was amazingly good, I found out a few more things about Ryu Jeong-ha that I didn’t know before during our drinking session.
He has an older sister, and he likes skewered meat. He eats and drinks well without being picky, and although I didn’t ask in detail, it seemed he had dating experience too. When I briefly heard about his past relationships, I felt a surge of irritation.
But when I learned that he was following me on Instagram with a private account, my anger quickly subsided. I even started to feel good about it.
Am I this fickle? Am I already drunk?
By the way, why is he so cute despite being gloomy? If he’s going to stalk me because he likes me, I wish he’d do it more obviously. Shit, I must be really crazy.
And while everything about Ryu Jeong-ha was pretty, his lips were insanely sexy. They’re a light pink color. Even for me, who can’t distinguish similar colors well, Ryu Jeong-ha’s lip color was incredibly subtle and sexy.
Having tasted those lips, I knew how delicious they were.
Was my gaze too blatant? After a short silence, Ryu Jeong-ha said this.
“You know, I… I put on the lip balm you gave me.”
Ah. Is it because he’s a man? He knows too well how to seduce another man.
This little thing, so fearless.
While his expressions and words were clumsy, he was effectively playing with me, lifting me up and down.
“No wonder they look so shiny and delicious.”
Well then. If Ryu Jeong-ha wants to play. I’ll play along.
That day. I greedily swallowed Ryu Jeong-ha’s naive seduction.
