Chapter 136
His voice grew smaller and despondent. Yoo Siwoon grasped the hand that was fidgeting with his shirt. He lightly interlaced their fingers, holding Eunseong’s hand captive in his own.
“I’m sorry for putting that burden on you.”
“…That’s not it.”
“Hmm?”
“Is that… is that why you’re acting this way?”
“What do you mean?”
“You haven’t been coming to my room lately. You don’t drink the herbal tea anymore, you don’t burn incense… you don’t do those things that make us feel good.”
“…”
Since the day Eunseong had paid respects to the family elders, events had unfolded rapidly. Yoo Siwoon’s most urgent priority was dealing with Chairman Yoo, Yoo Seongil, and Yoo Oseon who knew about Eunseong’s existence.
Additionally, Yoo Siwoon had been avoiding contact with Eunseong. Or rather, it would be more accurate to say he was restraining himself. It wasn’t because the council of elders had set specific dates for their union and recommended they only be intimate then.
The truth was that taking Jeokdan did stimulate the nervous system, making one emotional and making rational judgment difficult. For now, his priority was securing firm control over Seongha Group and Yongse Pacheon Church, so he had stopped taking Jeokdan. Loving Eunseong completely could wait until everything else was settled.
“Ever since we visited the elders. It seems like you’re… concerned about us being relatives.”
“…”
“So you won’t… sleep with me anymore.”
“That’s not it.”
“Then what? Why are you acting this way?”
He was asking why Yoo Siwoon wouldn’t love him. Innocently and naively, knowing nothing, Eunseong was pleading with him. With the same eyes he had when he shook Yoo Siwoon by saying he wanted to kiss, he was now turning Yoo Siwoon’s composure, his heart, inside out, pinching and twisting and squeezing until it might burst.
Yoo Siwoon let out a long, controlled breath. Eunseong’s eyes watched his chest as it rose with a deep inhale, then gradually fell.
“If I said I hadn’t worried about that… it would be a lie. But I’m not feeling those pangs of conscience now.”
“…”
“As I’ve said before, I… I think of you and me as having a marital bond.”
“…Yes, you mentioned that before. That we’re… spouses. More than just people who like each other.”
“That’s right. If you felt I’ve been neglectful, then you’ve misunderstood.”
“…”
“Half my mind is occupied with thoughts of sleeping with you. Even now.”
“Me too… I also want to with ahjussi… But I couldn’t say it because I thought you might think it was strange.”
Eunseong chattered frankly about his true feelings, saying he had also been holding back, and that he was happy and pleased that he and Yoo Siwoon shared the same desires. Yoo Siwoon caressed Eunseong’s cheek and continued.
“If I did everything I wanted, it would be too hard on you.”
“I’m fine… My chest seems completely healed too.”
Yoo Siwoon’s lips curved into a smooth arc as he approached and gently bit Eunseong’s lips.
His mischievous and beautiful companion, his wife who couldn’t be more beautiful, was stirring Yoo Siwoon’s emotions lovingly. Blood rushed to his lower body, making his inner thigh muscles ache.
Kissing Eunseong, he wrapped his arm around his back and slowly laid him down on the blanket. Eunseong’s arms encircled his neck, pulling down his upper body toward himself. They frantically sucked each other’s lips and tangled their tongues. Eunseong tightened his throat and swallowed Yoo Siwoon’s saliva.
Since the day they had visited the family elders, Yoo Siwoon had become extremely busy. He worked from home more often, which meant they could see each other whenever they wanted, but because of the increased number of people coming and going, unlike before, it was difficult to even find time to have coffee together in the morning. It had been so long since they had time alone like today.
After kissing deeply enough to bruise their lips, Yoo Siwoon raised his head. He lifted his upper body from Eunseong’s grasp and pulled his top off over his head. Eunseong’s eyes slowly traced his half-naked form, taking in the tattoos etched on his body one by one. He caressed the wolf on his neck, then slowly stroked along the muscular shoulders, down his arms to his wrists and the back of his hands.
“Shall we go to my bed?”
“…Yes.”
Yoo Siwoon effortlessly lifted Eunseong’s weight. Like a koala, Eunseong clung with both arms and legs, burying his face in Yoo Siwoon’s shoulder, rubbing his lips and cheeks against the bare skin.
“It would be better if you smelled like herbs…”
“I thought you didn’t like that smell.”
“Still… you don’t behave properly when you have it.”
“I can behave improperly without it too. I’m pretty good at the sexy stuff.”
Yoo Siwoon lightly bit the flesh of Eunseong’s arm as he continued to say mischievous things. Sitting down heavily on the bed while holding Eunseong, Yoo Siwoon leaned his head back to get a better look at the face that was clinging so tightly to his neck.
“But you know what? It’s kind of like marijuana, isn’t it?”
“Drugs? No, it’s not like that.”
“It seemed to have that kind of effect though.”
“It does activate the sympathetic nervous system, but nothing beyond that.”
“Did you ever do drugs or anything like that when you were studying abroad?”
“What? Where did that come from?”
“Just… wondering.”
“I never did.”
“Really?”
“Why are you suddenly talking about drugs? Do you want to try them?”
Yoo Siwoon gave him a concerned, stern look as if to say he shouldn’t even be interested in such things.
“No. It’s just that Jung-eon said since you went to university in America, you might have done bad things like that.”
“What, because of this?”
He gestured with his eyes to the tattoo that beautifully covered his upper body, extending from his forearm down to the back of his hand. Eunseong nodded.
“Seems like you two talked a lot about me. No wonder my ears were itching all day.”
“…Yes. I wanted to keep talking about you.”
“…”
“I wanted to brag. That you and I aren’t… just relatives. That you’re the person I like.”
“Didn’t he say he likes you?”
“Yes, even today he was getting upset, telling me not to like anyone else.”
“I’m starting to feel a bit unpleasant too.”
Yoo Siwoon brought his lips to Eunseong’s, slightly opening his mouth and extending his tongue to lick the flesh. Eunseong also opened his mouth. The movement of their tongues licking each other was explicitly visible.
Eunseong gazed at him with lowered eyes as he licked him. The look in his eyes, craving for him, was radiating heat that was suffocating.
After playfully licking with extended tongues, their breathing soon became heated and irregular as their lips overlapped. Eunseong squeezed his eyes shut. He caressed the cheek and jaw of the man who was turning his head to make deeper contact. Yoo Siwoon’s hands quickly slipped under Eunseong’s top. He caressed his warm back, and one hand moved to the front to touch his chest.
The nipples that had been so chafed and hurt from his sucking and biting that milk had flowed had already healed completely.
The sensitive skin, made more responsive from Yoo Siwoon’s frequent caresses, made Eunseong’s body twitch just from a light touch. His thumb stroked the flesh, circling around and gently scratching the nipple with his fingertips. Each time, Eunseong’s spine trembled breathlessly, and the large hand caressing his lower back fully enjoyed the waves it created.
Still keeping Eunseong seated on his thighs, Yoo Siwoon pulled up his top and removed it. Eunseong’s hair became disheveled, and his expression softened as if coming undone.
He buried his face in Eunseong’s bare skin, tracing over different areas as if smelling him. The warm scent of skin and body heat wafted to his face. Yoo Siwoon’s heightened breath swept over the bare skin like a caress.
Yoo Siwoon’s lips landed on his shoulder to kiss it, then kissed his collarbone, and moved down to his chest to take a nipple into his mouth.
“…Ah!”
“Tell me if it hurts.”
“No. It doesn’t hurt. It’s just… just strange.”
“I’ll make sure it doesn’t hurt.”
Eunseong embraced his head with both arms. A grown man, fourteen years older than him, was clinging to his chest like a child, burying his face to suck and hold the small nipple in his mouth, rubbing so hard that the bridge of his nose was pressed flat. Every time he rolled the flesh in his mouth, intense sexual pleasure spread throughout Eunseong’s body from the tip of his nipple, making his lower body tremble.
Eunseong stroked his shoulders and back, lowering his hand to touch the man’s belt buckle. While sucking Eunseong’s chest, Yoo Siwoon loosened his pants. He lowered the zipper and casually exposed his erect dick.
He sucked on Eunseong’s nipple and the surrounding areola as if tasting something, his cheeks hollowing with the effort.
Eunseong reached for the exposed dick. He pulled out the rest of the flesh that was still crumpled inside and carefully touched the firm tip, shaft, and hot skin.
“Haa, Eunseong.”
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
